fundamental.

sorry people . currently no tagboard :)

im AWESOME. you know it
just your ordinary 14-year old. you could clasify my life under ECCENTRIC. ive been thru alot. hurt&damaged
but never broken. lifes' never gotten easier , but im getting stronger. ive got friends whom are like family they live thru every
part of my life. hurt them and i'll hurt you , comprande? my lifes' simple yet complicated . love me or hate me , it aint so hard :)

Wednesday, June 30, 2010 @ 2:58 PM

England

who wouldnt want to go there? anywhre any part of ENGLAND.
i mean it.
after watching angus,thongs and perfect snogging on DVD.
im so up for england!

it beats going to australia. malaysians alr fill australia . so if i were to go to australia , it would probably just feel like im shifting house. and also shifting to a more fair, less racist country that is.
england on the other hand looks absolutely perfect :)
& my gosh the guys :) perfect hunks.

look at aaron johnsons :) damn hes hot.
im sure most of the guys thre look like him .
and pfft. even their uniforms are much much better than our ORANGE/BLUE-ISH-GREEN-GRAY uniform .

oh and everything thre looks WOW-ing.
from trees to buildings to EVERYTHING.

oh and it doesnt look HOT :)
my aunts' a nurse thre & she is so doing fine ;)

AARON JOHNSONS ♥

Tuesday, June 22, 2010 @ 5:24 PM

foreign relieve.

school has never been as gooood as this :) since school opened its beeen really FUN :D
though ive got tons of stuff to do TT..
but still . :O had my science exam today D:
FAIL . FAIL and FAIL. HARDCORE FAAAAIL!
subjective so HAAARD :P
dayumm ive got to study for sejarah :\
urgh.

though my guitar lesson stoppped . my teacher says we have to re-start class next month :O
i wonder why :P aha.
8D and DAYUMMM U-KISS! (Y) rocked .
i cried at END OF THE ROAD perf , soohyun's voice was absolutely angelic ♥
and mann , all ive gotto say is YOU SHUD HAVE BEEN THERE ! :D
8D i think mummy is gonna get me a DSLR soooon! if i keep begging for a while :)
dayumm :)

everything's been so goooood SO FAR.
oh damn. ive got to get starting on my HOMEWORK :)

loves.

Monday, June 21, 2010 @ 8:33 PM

fathers day.

yesterday was fathers day kan? :O
hm. i remember blogging about that day last year .
most of you guys alr know that my daddy passed away years ago . though i dont need pity or any sort of shit from anyone. you'd probably only make me feel WORSE . but anyways .
ive been noticing , well sometimes you guys dont appreciate your daddy as much as your supposed to & its really sad . i mean . sometimes he might do something really pissing off or you just resent him or whatever , but bare in mind that he IS your dad , without him or your mum thre would be no you. i remember months before my dad passed away , i fought with him . i never got a chance to say how sorry i was to him , how i never meant to hurt him in anyway , or how i never meant to scream at him just because i didnt get my own way. before i knew it , he was alr gone . & it was just too late. you guys would probably be thinking the phrase IT WAS JUST TOO LATE only occur in movies , dramas etc. but it really happened to me . the night he passed on , all i could do was whisper in his ears about how sorry i was . and how i didnt want him to go . honestly id rather had my dad leave us and went some whre than having him gone forever . because even if he left us , i could still call him , make an attempt to speak to him if i had a problem . but he passed away , & how the hell am i supposed to get GOD's hotline number ? i randomly cry sometimes just thinking about him and how empty i feel . and how noone in this bloody universe can answer my question , WHY AM I HERE AND WHY IS HE THRE ? WHY WAS I LEFT TO SUFFER LIKE THIS? GOD could have punished me in so many ways , but WHY THIS WAY? why TAKE MY DADDY AWAY? WHY? but like i said i dont need pity i dont need people telling me crap like ITS ALL GONNA BE OKAY . cos you know why ITS NOT GONNA BE OKAY ! IT NEVER WILL! how can losing your father BE OKAY? god you people are honestly fuckheads i hate it when people say that . dont you USE YOUR BRAINs TO THINK? for godsake.

but whatever , im getting stronger each day . & when people say LEARN FROM YOUR MISTAKEs . i dont want any of my friends or whoever i know or care about to learn from THIS MISTAKE which i made . i want you all to learn from the mistake I made . honestly, if youre a person who hates your own dad , you must really belong in hell . LOVE him APPRECIATE him while you can , before its too late and you start regretting.

Sunday, June 20, 2010 @ 10:02 AM

soohyun ♥

U-KISS ! the bomb!
tell you all about it later ! :D gtg out now :D ♥
ps. END OF THE ROAD perf WAS THE BOMB!

Monday, June 14, 2010 @ 3:23 PM

mountain view .

im fuuull :D .
had lunch at around 2-ish? then had desert at secret recipe :D
nothing much today . spent most of my time at banks with mummy :P
so boring :P heh.
we were supposedly gonna go renew my passport , cos its expiring soooooon D:
but we didnt cos my mother got lazy ==..

tapao-ed a piece of cake for jiejie , its in the fridge && im very tempted to eat it 8D
lalala~
CAAAAAKE ! :D
aha .

:O ciaos.
i gtg out again :)
♥

Sunday, June 13, 2010 @ 11:48 AM

it never happened.

im back! :D
& i promise to be a consistant blogger again :)

just got back from thailand yesterday 8D.
awesssssumm . minus being hopsitalised :D

went out with jazz , bua and mook on saturday . not yesterday. the week before saturday :D
battle of the year 2010 rocked ! 8D
though i didnt know it had anything to do with the GERMAN one :D
so coooool 8D

nothing much . shop shop . hospital hospital & eat at every darn restaurant we passed :D
im getting F-A-T . seriously (honestly , im getting FAT) :'(
D: LOTs OF EXERCISE after this!

U-KISS ! YEAAAH BABY! :D

8D. cant waaaait !
:O and BEAST and BRIAN JOO!
everyone's comin' to malaysia :) so UH-UHEM , 2PM PLEASE COME TO MALAYSIAAAAAAA
:D khunnie boy ♥

shud i go for BEAST or BRIANJOO , or dayuuuuuumm go for both? 8D
brianjoo ticket pricing is a HEARTBREAKER . VIP's RM600
==. dayuuummm. but thres also the RM128 and RM148. to me its not worth the hundred bucks if im gonna stand a mile away from brian :\
& BEAST rm120 , looks to me BEAST is much more worth it ! bt pshhht.
I WANNA GO FOR BRIAN's SHOWCASE D:

AHHHHHH.

anyways .
SHINYEE's BDAY is comin' :D
oh & anyone wanna go out ? text me pleaaaaase D:
im literally rotting at home ==.

ohman! bboy♥

and 8D blackberry ! so tempting lah :\
ngarhhh.

anyways.
ciaos .
im bored and i can log into my msn ==.
screw life :)

พี่โป้ ^^..♥

น่ารักกกกกกกกกก

Thursday, June 3, 2010 @ 8:02 AM

HBD.

first up , HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEVINMOEY .
i hope you have a blast :)

i didnt go to school today D: fuck .
i've never missed exams in my life before :\
D: i have to go for my x-ray today and i might even go back to thailand to see my doctor
cos my leg is daaayuuumm pain , i need someone to help me walk cos its so blardy pain D:

:O a day more till exams are over and holidays are coming ;D
YEAAAAAH!

pfft. bt ive got a feeling that i wont be doing anything much :O
& ive realise that ive been neglecting my blog alot! :\
ngahhh. i dont feel like blogging nowadays :P

ciaos . i need to get ready :\
byebye !

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Wednesday, June 30, 2010 @ 2:58 PM England who wouldnt want to go there? anywhre any part of ENGLAND. i mean it. after watching angus,thongs and perfect snogging on DVD. im so up for england! it beats going to australia. malaysians alr fill australia . so if i were to go to australia , it would probably just feel like im shifting house. and also shifting to a more fair, less racist country that is. england on the other hand looks absolutely perfect :) & my gosh the guys :) perfect hunks. look at aaron johnsons :) damn hes hot. im sure most of the guys thre look like him . and pfft. even their uniforms are much much better than our ORANGE/BLUE-ISH-GREEN-GRAY uniform . oh and everything thre looks WOW-ing. from trees to buildings to EVERYTHING. oh and it doesnt look HOT :) my aunts' a nurse thre & she is so doing fine ;) AARON JOHNSONS ♥ back to top?
Tuesday, June 22, 2010 @ 5:24 PM foreign relieve. school has never been as gooood as this :) since school opened its beeen really FUN :D though ive got tons of stuff to do TT.. but still . :O had my science exam today D: FAIL . FAIL and FAIL. HARDCORE FAAAAIL! subjective so HAAARD :P dayumm ive got to study for sejarah :\ urgh. though my guitar lesson stoppped . my teacher says we have to re-start class next month :O i wonder why :P aha. 8D and DAYUMMM U-KISS! (Y) rocked . i cried at END OF THE ROAD perf , soohyun's voice was absolutely angelic ♥ and mann , all ive gotto say is YOU SHUD HAVE BEEN THERE ! :D 8D i think mummy is gonna get me a DSLR soooon! if i keep begging for a while :) dayumm :) everything's been so goooood SO FAR. oh damn. ive got to get starting on my HOMEWORK :) loves. back to top?
Monday, June 21, 2010 @ 8:33 PM fathers day. yesterday was fathers day kan? :O hm. i remember blogging about that day last year . most of you guys alr know that my daddy passed away years ago . though i dont need pity or any sort of shit from anyone. you'd probably only make me feel WORSE . but anyways . ive been noticing , well sometimes you guys dont appreciate your daddy as much as your supposed to & its really sad . i mean . sometimes he might do something really pissing off or you just resent him or whatever , but bare in mind that he IS your dad , without him or your mum thre would be no you. i remember months before my dad passed away , i fought with him . i never got a chance to say how sorry i was to him , how i never meant to hurt him in anyway , or how i never meant to scream at him just because i didnt get my own way. before i knew it , he was alr gone . & it was just too late. you guys would probably be thinking the phrase IT WAS JUST TOO LATE only occur in movies , dramas etc. but it really happened to me . the night he passed on , all i could do was whisper in his ears about how sorry i was . and how i didnt want him to go . honestly id rather had my dad leave us and went some whre than having him gone forever . because even if he left us , i could still call him , make an attempt to speak to him if i had a problem . but he passed away , & how the hell am i supposed to get GOD's hotline number ? i randomly cry sometimes just thinking about him and how empty i feel . and how noone in this bloody universe can answer my question , WHY AM I HERE AND WHY IS HE THRE ? WHY WAS I LEFT TO SUFFER LIKE THIS? GOD could have punished me in so many ways , but WHY THIS WAY? why TAKE MY DADDY AWAY? WHY? but like i said i dont need pity i dont need people telling me crap like ITS ALL GONNA BE OKAY . cos you know why ITS NOT GONNA BE OKAY ! IT NEVER WILL! how can losing your father BE OKAY? god you people are honestly fuckheads i hate it when people say that . dont you USE YOUR BRAINs TO THINK? for godsake. but whatever , im getting stronger each day . & when people say LEARN FROM YOUR MISTAKEs . i dont want any of my friends or whoever i know or care about to learn from THIS MISTAKE which i made . i want you all to learn from the mistake I made . honestly, if youre a person who hates your own dad , you must really belong in hell . LOVE him APPRECIATE him while you can , before its too late and you start regretting. back to top?
Sunday, June 20, 2010 @ 10:02 AM soohyun ♥ U-KISS ! the bomb! tell you all about it later ! :D gtg out now :D ♥ ps. END OF THE ROAD perf WAS THE BOMB! back to top?
Monday, June 14, 2010 @ 3:23 PM mountain view . im fuuull :D . had lunch at around 2-ish? then had desert at secret recipe :D nothing much today . spent most of my time at banks with mummy :P so boring :P heh. we were supposedly gonna go renew my passport , cos its expiring soooooon D: but we didnt cos my mother got lazy ==.. tapao-ed a piece of cake for jiejie , its in the fridge && im very tempted to eat it 8D lalala~ CAAAAAKE ! :D aha . :O ciaos. i gtg out again :) ♥ back to top?
Sunday, June 13, 2010 @ 11:48 AM it never happened. im back! :D & i promise to be a consistant blogger again :) just got back from thailand yesterday 8D. awesssssumm . minus being hopsitalised :D went out with jazz , bua and mook on saturday . not yesterday. the week before saturday :D battle of the year 2010 rocked ! 8D though i didnt know it had anything to do with the GERMAN one :D so coooool 8D nothing much . shop shop . hospital hospital & eat at every darn restaurant we passed :D im getting F-A-T . seriously (honestly , im getting FAT) :'( D: LOTs OF EXERCISE after this! U-KISS ! YEAAAH BABY! :D 8D. cant waaaait ! :O and BEAST and BRIAN JOO! everyone's comin' to malaysia :) so UH-UHEM , 2PM PLEASE COME TO MALAYSIAAAAAAA :D khunnie boy ♥ shud i go for BEAST or BRIANJOO , or dayuuuuuumm go for both? 8D brianjoo ticket pricing is a HEARTBREAKER . VIP's RM600 ==. dayuuummm. but thres also the RM128 and RM148. to me its not worth the hundred bucks if im gonna stand a mile away from brian :\ & BEAST rm120 , looks to me BEAST is much more worth it ! bt pshhht. I WANNA GO FOR BRIAN's SHOWCASE D: AHHHHHH. anyways . SHINYEE's BDAY is comin' :D oh & anyone wanna go out ? text me pleaaaaase D: im literally rotting at home ==. ohman! bboy♥ and 8D blackberry ! so tempting lah :\ ngarhhh. anyways. ciaos . im bored and i can log into my msn ==. screw life :) พี่โป้ ^^..♥ น่ารักกกกกกกกกก back to top?
Thursday, June 3, 2010 @ 8:02 AM HBD. first up , HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEVINMOEY . i hope you have a blast :) i didnt go to school today D: fuck . i've never missed exams in my life before :\ D: i have to go for my x-ray today and i might even go back to thailand to see my doctor cos my leg is daaayuuumm pain , i need someone to help me walk cos its so blardy pain D: :O a day more till exams are over and holidays are coming ;D YEAAAAAH! pfft. bt ive got a feeling that i wont be doing anything much :O & ive realise that ive been neglecting my blog alot! :\ ngahhh. i dont feel like blogging nowadays :P ciaos . i need to get ready :\ byebye ! back to top?