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im AWESOME. you know it
just your ordinary 14-year old. you could clasify my life under ECCENTRIC. ive been thru alot. hurt&damaged
but never broken. lifes' never gotten easier , but im getting stronger. ive got friends whom are like family they live thru every
part of my life. hurt them and i'll hurt you , comprande? my lifes' simple yet complicated . love me or hate me , it aint so hard :)

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i didnt go to school today , i couldnt :\
my knee is really really in a bad shape now . hm. its always cramping and its numb most of the time .
my mummy wants to fly me all the way to thailand to get my knee checked-up at the Bangkok Hospital cos she says malaysian doctors only know how to MAKAN MONEY , no offence , but the last time i got admitted , physio therapy costed a BOMB and the doctor assured tht the problem wont come back and LOOK AT ME NOW :( . hmphss.
we might be going this friday . urghhhhh . back to top?

i saw APT guy again :DDDD HOT HOT HOT ~
:DDDD he smiled smiled smiled smiled at me ;) AHA :D
lalala~
;) im so gonna go get my hair done at APT the next time i go there! :DD
he's HOT i tell you , and his hair , ROCKS ! :D back to top?

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im up super duper early , i couldnt sleep . and HMM. something has been bothering me since THE TIME I GOT THE NEWs , not ready to SHARE it on blog yet ;( but i will soon , i guess .

&im madly in love with BRIAN JOO's TEARS RUN DRY ! its the bestest song ive ever listened to! so meaningful ;')
(Y)
ntg to blog about currently , SPORTS DAY was NOT SO AWESUM , but it was still fun .
ITS OKAY REDs WE STILL HAVE A LONG WAY AHEAD OF US ! :) we'll CREATE HISTORY some day !

oh and i bought a new book :) SANCTUARY , its been quite interesting so far .
worth the buy .
AND starbuck's at SUMMIT closed down . WTF . thankyou STARBUCKS ! you were the only place i could go to when i was bored :( and now your GONE ! the only place left INTERESTING there is SUBWAYS . HMM.

oh my my , MY MOTHER IS COMING BACK TODAY from bangkok :\
ARGHHHH , and my room is a complete and utter mess , which means im probably dead when she gets back if i dont clean the mess up now .
THE MESS includes , SUBWAYS rubbish , a finish cookie tupperware , urm , scrambling papers , my clothes and etc etc .

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MY JIEJIE , LEFT ME FOR COLLEGE , & im home alone D: back to top?

i didnt go to school :O i dont think im valid enough too :\ nyeeesh , my body hurts all over and ive had TWELVE HOURS OF SLEEP STRAIGHT & im still tired ._.



YESTERDAY WAS FUN :) had our sports rehearsel , MR.THANA changed the 4x100m girls class 3 to yesterday ! and YES , i was cursing him all the way to the stadium! :( noone was ready , & everyone gave the BLUR expression when he announced it . haihhh . but thankGOD all the REDs brought spikes , actually the other houses brought spikes too . we didnt have time to train on the track so we just trained passing baton .

hmphhs . i was super super super super super nervous , cos like ive never sprinted since GOD knoes when :\ BUT guess what , WE GOT SECOND :)

but most efforts went to hueyching , SHE's AWESUM i tell you! :D

but its sorta of a bummer getting second , cos like we were leading and OUT OF NO WHRE claudia just cut us ><. & JASLYN please dont blame yourself ;) its not your fault , claudia's just too PRO alr :)



anyways after 4x100m ended , walked walked walked around , my left knee was completely numb , BUT WHO CARES ;) i dont ! im sorta immune to it alr ;)
lalala~

senoja was SUPER DUPER hyper , we did loads of stupid stupid stuff , IT WAS FUN :D
and RYAAAAAAN LEE IS MY NEW HALF INDIAN BROTHER ! :) he's shoooo annoying ! :)
& i stole fishballs from both the ryans . im bored bored bored .
and im lazy to blog about rehearsal cos there were too many retarded things we did ;)

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im dead ! i've been going thru every photoshot of NICHKHUN HORVEJKUL ~

SHIT& DID YOU KNOW http://www.welovekhun.com/index.php ROCKS SOCKS ! GOD DAMNED ! :DDDDD ENJOYJOYJOYJOYJOY ! :) back to top?

THIS IS ESPECIALLY FOR RYAN :).
ryan you rock saaawks lahh! and your card was THE BOMB! thankyou thankyou thankyou VERY MUCH! & I SUPER MEAN THIS! :D
&& PLEASE DONT IGNORE ME LAHHHH :(
& i wasnt ignoring you just now when i was in LAMBDA , couldnt you see , I WAS BUSY!
;)
ANYWAYS , YOU're AWESUM & SO IS TIFANNY (Y) ,
you happy now ? :) back to top?

im tired , i've got sand all over me , im just plain lazy to go take a GOD DARNED bath , and im sticky , smelly & very very moody .

had pre-sports today , CONGRATS KOH MUN KAH , GOH SEE AI && YEOH LI in 1500m :)
you guys so the awesum :D
anyhoo , long jump . hmm . i got third , but maybe if..nyeh NEVERMIND :D

im so sorry red house :\

anyways , nothing much happened , i didnt actually think i could have gotten third , since like urm , I ALWAYS FAIL LONG JUMP , and plus this time out of my three jumps , the first two kena batal . i guess third times the charm .
hmm
very moody today .
sorry , i dont know why , maybe im joining all those who are in the PMS season alr
*inside thing with melanie & etc.*

lalala~
im gonna go take my bath , and YOU can go masterbate (Y) according to yinling , go fcuk your couch! :D back to top?

daddy i miss you so much , now that you've been gone for 3 years alr , i cant still accept the fact that you're gone , its hard . its been three birthdays without you , i cry alot . i miss everything about you . its like when you're gone , everything about you and even not about you is gone too .
but i thankgod for giving me friends like senojawong , kohmunkah , gohseeai , leeyijane, atiqahainaa , batrisyia , jamunaa , eva , jaslynchan , chongshinyee , melanieoon and celinekoh but the list of friends does not stop here . people like these always have a way to cheer me up , make me have a will to go to school and stop being so sad , yes i still miss you , but with these people around everything is much easier . id like to believe that you're up in heaven watching me , and i will even if the buddhist's believe that when you die after a while you'd be reborned but who cares , its the way i wanna think . my birthday yesterday was the best , it made me feel tht these people actually care about me and i have no idea how to thank them . they've been thru ups and downs with me , cried when i cried , laughed when i laughed , angry when im angry . they've been thru so much with me that they became family to me .
all i want to say is you guys , THANKYOU for always being there beside me , and thankyou for everything you helped me with ;) ♥
ive never had friends as special and as great and as fantastic as you people at all :)
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THANKYOU THANKYOU THANKYOU so much for everything YOU GUYS !
i love you so super damn much <3
im never gonna find friends as crazy , fun , nice , hyper AND etc as YOU PEOPLE !
YOU PEOPLE ROCK SAAAAAAAWKS .
& thankyou for all the wishes ! :)

YESTERDAY was AWESUM/UN-AWESUM , un-awesum part was when we lost road relay :\
AWESUM part was when ALL MY CRAZY FRIENDS CELEBRATED MY BIRTHDAY WITH ME ♥
thankyou guys so much for the chocolate cake ! it was gooooooooood ! except for when it was on my face :D & thankyou senoja, munkah and seeai for the damn gooood cupcakes ! their deeeelicios ! ;) and thankyou for all the presents and cards ;)
you made my day the best ever ! no shit :D



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i saw a hot hot hot hot GUY who works at APT :D
he's HOT! :) & his hair is THE BOMB! :)
lalala~

i'd be posting up about cross country when i have the mood .
for now , lets just BE STRESS FREE .

;) im bored , im currently going through store products .
hmm. im might go pyramid tomorrow to get my phone , ANYONE ? ;) back to top?

JASLYN CHAN CAME TODAY! :)
i missed her super damn much !

was super hyper today , went around jumping up and down shouting peoples names :)
SO FUN ! :)

art was FUN :)
went out to pay for the jerseys with kellina , i owe fabian 5bucks .
then came back and after a while fabian came again .__.
lepak lepak lepak , then kept teasing him with DEEPA >:) teehee~
DEEPA DEEPA DEEPA ! :D

i like my art teacher she SO SUPER ULTRA CRAZY DAMN RIGHT NICE!
oh& i found him on facebook >:) HIS NAME STARTS WITH AN "S" , guess who :D?
teehee~ .

after lunch was BORING :(
blablabla .

came home around 4 ?
was damn sleeeeepy so fell asleep . then got up , took a bath , and went out with mummy .
im bored :D
as usual , noone's on facebook and im FRAUSTRATED , rite CHAN JIA XUAN ???
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:O WHATS ON MY MIND .____. ? :D
lalalala~
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school was FUN today >:)
lalala~
skipped kh to go for lake run , I QUALIFIED bt my timing was kinda fraustrating :\
& RED HOUSE MADE HISTORY! :D
WE've got A HUNDRED AND NINETY-NINE QUALIFIERS! :)

came back to school around 9.15
got changed blablabla , had PE after geo .
PE WAS FUN :DD .
went up to the teacher's gym , was damn crazy & hyper with melanie and shinyee , talk talk talk , i miss you guys lahh :'(
PALADAN , shiny head!

after that had bm and maths , both were a killer , so BORING!
:)
had english after tht , mr.ching didnt come . first period had mr.sivam . had sejarah quiz .
then mdm.boey came in . teehee~
THREE WORDS DEEPA's LOVE LETTER !
it fcuking made my day! aha >:)
lalala~
picture , someone's love letter and when it meets LALITHA >:D
you'd never guess what id did .
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HAPPY SUPER BIRTHDAY P.NATTAPHON ,
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:O im tired :)
ive been out with my mummy almost the whole day shopping :D
its been a while since i went shopping with her ;)
went to IOI then pyramid . when to skin food , got lots and lots of stuff, though i couldnt get the peach sake ice mist :O they dont seem to have it at pyramid , IOI mall too ._.
walked walked walked .
blablabla .

at pyramid went to maxis , was supposed to get my phone today :D
but ._. the 16gb was out of stock so yeah TT
i have to wait till NEXT WEEK . mummy suggested i get the 32gb one but naah :)
see so good girl ;)
at forever21 , didnt buy much , mummy didnt let me get the babydoll top i wanted :\
she said it wasnt that nice , but i liked it! :(
then went to cotton on , clarks to get mum's shoes which in the end she didnt get ._.

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THIS IS FOR MY CLASS TEACHER !

hello. dont think i dont knw tht your bitching about me behind my back! cos i do.
seriously as a teacher , why put yourself in places you shouldnt be in , like playing the role of my guardian/mother ? you dont have to! & you cant judge me like you did cos you dont know me well!
wanna know what type of person i am .
im not the nice smiley-smiley person you think i am , i can be real bitch like how i was during report card day . the reason is because at the starting of the year i TRY to be nice to you . bt look at the stories you tell my mother! what lies ! seriously , do you still think i can stand being nice to you ? i can be a bitch if i wanted to and i have probably proven that to you , but i can be really nice and not bitched up & i have proven that to you also , at the beginning of the year .
and plus i dont understand why you have to pry in my personal business , LIKE how my mum supports my school fees when she is a single mother , heads up woman , i bet she makes more money than you okay! maybe out of concern you ask , but still , ask about my dad's side of the family and shit like that , thats not being concerned thats being nosy! im sorry for saying all this but i have to , and you knw it .

im the only child , i throw ALOT of tantrums , i get what i want , i stick to my decisions , thres no way you can change my mind once i made it already , i am who i am , i can be a hell of a bitch , and the worst enemy.
BUT , even if im the only child , i know how to give and take , i share my stuff with others and im not selfish . so what if i throw tantrums ? i only do it to my mum , so i can get what i want . and you know what ? im only a bitch to those who start it with me first , if not i can be a real good friend and a good listener to all problems , so yeah . if you didnt start it first , i wouldnt have show'd the bitch side of me . i think i am a nice out-going sorta person , weird at many points BUT thats who i am , and yeah , if you wanna judge me , judge me AFTER you know me well , not before !

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A BOY CALLED "IT" is amongst the bestest saddest touching-est story ive ever read .
im not done with it . cos after i every few pages i tend to tear up :\ NO SHIT . its like super duper sad . & really really touching on how he strives to get away from the hell-of-a-bitch mother he has! :(
ITS REAAALLY GOOOD !
it seriously beat , WAYS TO LIVE FOREVER :)

:O i feel ultra super NERD right now :B
even crystal doesnt believe tht i READ . but heh . I DO OKAY!
it so beats doing homework!
TEEHEE~
im so gonna get the sequel to A BOY CALLED "IT" :)

i need to do something with my hair ASAP!
im getting really bored with it .

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my finger is getting worse&worse D:
nyeh .
went for mbpj selections today . fcuking waste of time -.-
IT WAS BARELY A SELECTION . you go thre warm up , play game and DONE .
NO INTENSE TRAINING LIKE , ball-handling and etc.
I WOKE UP AT SEVEN IN THE MORNING FOR NOTHING !!!!! though i got to see niki so it wasnt such a waste of time :b

GRR .
I NEED TO GO TO SKIN FOOD ASAP!
& thankgod , mum is back from penang .
:)
I NEED SLEEP SO BADLY . i've been out like everyday and coming home super late :\
and getting super exhausted from sports sports sports :\
haaaih .

& im going out later again ._.
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mssd ended :(
we got second place :\ TTDI got first :(
its kinda heartbreaking . bleh . BUT CONGRATS TO MUNKAH , JODIE , KIM & ELI .
& ALSO TO U-18 FOR GETTING 5th in DISTRICT ! (Y)
& crystal its okay lar . thre is always next year , & also CHEER UP!
i feel like shit , i might be coming down with a cold AGAIN! ARGHHHHHH

:O im not running for road relay :\ nyeh . and they put me 200m . AWESUM ~ really ._.
& instead of high jump , i got LONG and TRIPLE jump , i think ? :\
OH & cross country is coming :( I HATE CROSS COUNTRY !
can i like NOT SHOW UP ? :) pleeeaasse ? it wont make a diff if i run or not :}
CROSS COUNTRY SO TIRING . & you'll be drenched in sweat after you finish . EEEYEEERRR.
i dont like! :)

ANYONE going tomorrow ? :O mbpj ? nyeh . so lazyyyy.
TT.

Häagen-Dazs anyone ? i've been urging to eat Häagen-Dazs for some reason :)
lalala~

><.. thinking about cross country is stressful :\
bleh .
& LEEAOXIANG , i dont care , YOU GOTTO GO BACK TO JAPAN & get me something! >:)
aha :) tht gucci bag is fine with me ;) i dont mind ;DD

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gonna go to school at around 10.30 ish?
i fell asleep infront of my laptop last night :) mum had to wake me up & blablabla .
:D thats how tired i was .

our game only starts at 1 something .
and the school van only leaves at 11.45
SO if i went to school i'd have to be studying . but i have GEO as my second period .
& i am highly aware of myself tht i HAVE NOT finished her work . so yeah .
IF i did go . she probably MENGAMUK , thats the word she likes to use :) , and probably minus off all my course work marks . AND those are the marks I NEED to get an A for my geo :)
so YES . the reason WHY i didnt go to school was because of HER :D

im bored at home :(
jiejie's college starts today :\ im not sure whether she'll send me to school or not D:
& mummy went to penang this morning :( so my other option is to call my uncle :\

i've been looking at skinfood's online catalogue for no reason at all :)
im just looking on what i want to get . :O prices in singapore are much much higher than prices in malaysia ! :)
& i am very hungry now :\ so i shall go grab breakfast now ♥ back to top?