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About Me.
im AWESOME. you know it
just your ordinary 14-year old. you could clasify my life under ECCENTRIC. ive been thru alot. hurt&damaged but never broken. lifes' never gotten easier , but im getting stronger. ive got friends whom are like family they live thru every part of my life. hurt them and i'll hurt you , comprande? my lifes' simple yet complicated . love me or hate me , it aint so hard :) |
affiliates BeatriceLim. ChongShinYee. JaslynChan. LeeSuAnne. LeongZueWei. LimLynDee. Maveeka. MeaganLaw. PatrixiaGoh. RyanAlexander. SaraRebecca. TanYeeLynn. VinodBoonratana. YangShinYi. YvonneTan. |
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Wednesday, March 31, 2010 @ 7:07 PM
LOVE is a four letter word , but so is HATE .
:O crystal lee stalks me on facebook!
& she compares profile pictures :D lalala~ im bored tired and sleepy D: & i am kinda dissapointed in myself :\ i FEEL CRAZY :) <3 back to top? |
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Tuesday, March 30, 2010 @ 9:45 PM
honey-lemon kiss.
i wonder when taeyang is releasing his album ?
its like after two songs then DISSAPEAR :b :O i cant sleep but i need sleep :\ mum is still in penang D: she scolded me over the phone because of my pinky :( & my finger isnt any better , i discovered two bruises on my knee after the fall when i tried to tap the ball but i bounced off the girl whn i hit her & i landed on the floor :\ I AM FILLED WITH INJURIES :) <3 color="#ffcc33">if i can go to bed tht is :) back to top? |
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@ 7:20 PM
insecurity.
first off ,
CONGRATS U-18 ~ we have our quaters and semi tommoro ? :O im nervous idk why . SCHOOL WAS FUN TODAY :) help red house sell ice-cream to raise funds :) anyways . didnt do anything at all . D: i cant write :bb so yeah . didnt do much . skipped geo . told juliza tht we were at red house meeting and we didnt have time to go out for break so yeah . we skipped 15mins of her period to go to the canteen :bb heh :D im currently running a long long speech in my head to go give mun kah a pep talk on HOW AWESUM SHE IS . & munkah . CONGRATS FOR GETTING CHOSEN FOR PETALING PERDANA ! ♥ you rock and you know it ! oh & jiejie . GET WELL SOON , YA ? i miss you so much! D: gt damn damn alot of stories to tell you ;) & thankyou for replying my texts 24/7 ♥ GET WELL SOOON :) <3
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Monday, March 29, 2010 @ 8:43 PM
fragile.
lalala~today was awesum! MSSD was held an an indoor hall in shah alam , i think ? :O i dont really care :b. anyways . it was FUN :) ♥ laughed&laughed&laughed . had super alot alot alot of fun with everyone . though kim , aurelia and the rest had to go back after our second match :\ i was really nervous cos kim wasnt there to calm me down like usual :( but but but WE DID GREAT anyways . won all the games except one , managed to get that tied. i thought i was gonna freak out and lose evrything ;) BUT I DIDNT . i mean i did . but not so much ;) though i hurt my pinky finger during the FIRST MATCH . aiyoo . first match aso kena injured liao ._. & i made enemies with a FEW PEOPLE :} not my fault lar . all of them got attitude problem & the smell funny :\ imagine , rotten sweat :) yes! thts how SOME of them smell like . lalala~ anyways. there were alot of drama's with me and my WA's . like almost everyone of them -.- thres one whre the girl keeps holding my hand and rubbing her oh-so-LARGE chest on me , so out of annoyonce i scream : EH , WHAT THE FUCK LA , I NOT LESBIAN OKAY , SO STOP TOUCHING/HOLDING MY HAND LA . bitch ! thankgod the empayers didnt hear , i think :O anyhoo , who cares lah . who aske them to be so porno & rub their chest on others ??? -.- & the same girl kept jumping up and down everywhere , that i got so fed up , i stared at her boobs and shouted EEEYEERRRR. & she went WHATEVER LAH . :) teehee~ though i made friends on the court too :} lalala~ & GOOD LUCK UNDER-18 :) ♥ you guys can do it tommoro! back to top? |
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Sunday, March 28, 2010 @ 4:50 PM
all i want to do is talk to you again , please dont leave me hanging like how you're doing it now .
i baked my feelings out ;) ♥i baked around 25cupcakes , though i dont noe how they taste like :O i actually wanted to bake GINGERBREAD MAN , but my mummy didnt want to go to the bakery shop to get the stuff , so i had to bake with wahtever was in the fridge . THANKGOD all the ingredients whre enough! :) i decided to play around & experiment :D i added LEMON CURD FILLINGS . though i added a TAD TOO MUCH lemon zest so the texture is kinda wrong :} heh. i wanted to give some to my neighbours but my grandma was like dont need lar. x) aha. my buttercream icing was an epic failure :\\ it just turned out like my NORMAL kinda gross icing D: ohwell . i shall try ROYAL ICING NEXT TIME :). after baking , i wanted to wash all the stuff myself then after washing the mixer & all that , my hands started to burn D: & its all red and peeling now :\ my maid washed the rest of it . MSSD IS TOMMORO :) wish us luck :D im bored and i want to go to sleep :) ♥ |
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Saturday, March 27, 2010 @ 7:35 PM
รักกันครั้งหนึ่ง...คิดถึงตลอดไป ♥
what an AWESUM AWESUM evening ;)mummy asked someone whom my neighbour calls to do facial for them to come do facial for us :) aha . a lil' bit complicating , but you'll get what i mean soon enough :D anyways . had facial . teared abit :O the person doing my facial was a MAN ! and he had really really really soft hands :) like really soft :O & he was sorta hot , heh :} lalalala~ :O dinner is now ! ciaos ♥ |
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@ 3:51 PM
puff the magic dragon .
she wants to be enemies with me . what the hell .excuse me woman , what is your problem may i ask ? are you delusional or something ? or do you just enjoy lying to other people's parents just to make yourself feel better about your flaws ? but i am sorry to tell you , lying to my mother , the awesum mummy whom i love oh-so-dearly , isnt gonna make a difference at all . i mean HOW can you say alpha is a disciplined class ? YES i do know THE NAME ALPHA MEANS its the top class . but heads up woman , THE STUDENTS IN 2ALPHA ARE A NOTHING CLOSE TO BEING DISCIPLINED , accept for a few . & HOW THE HELL could you actually say that just because i am the only child i am very pampered , like i said DO YOU KNOW ME WELL FOR YOU TO JUDGE ME ? oh fcuk it lar. all i want to say is stop making up lies that your a strict teacher and that 2alpha is a disciplined class . you better thankGod i never brought up the ming jack thing infront of my mum . FYI , my mum doesnt really like all these nonsense about boys especially coming from an adult , she'd probably say your very irresponsible & she'd probably trash you more than she alr trashed you . SO WOMAN , i suggest you WATCH IT . i mean i am nothing big or anything but I HAVE MY RIGHTS , your pushing me . try asking people about me , when i am angry and i want what i want i STRIVE for it . so yeah , i hope you get what i am trying to say , & you better stop screwing me ! oh & again do i have to tell you this ? YOUR NOT MY MOTHER! stop acting like one ! there was this one part whre she REALLY SOUNDED LIKE SHE WAS MY MUM or something. :\\ indian woman my mum even if lalitha changes class , i will still keep an eye on her i'll always be looking at her grades and her attitude . i will also ask the class how she is doing in her studies so you dont have to worry. actually you dont have to . AHA . ZHA DOU! ^^.. lalala~ back to top? |
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Friday, March 26, 2010 @ 8:31 PM
only you keep my heartbeating .
my class teacher didnt come today ! :O bloody hell fong fei kei weihs -.-
my mum was supposed to go and talk to her and mr.chew . bt she didnt show upso my mum said we'll go tommoro . anyways . had a friendly match with DJ , damansara jaya , adelle's old school today . we sorta tapau-ed them :} sorry lar . bt its true okay! anyways . was supposed to go to mpsj . bt then got some stuff so yeah & ashwin i am really really sorry :\ like super sorry , i know i promised to go then i ffk . bt i really didnt mean to D: anyways . thankyou guys so much for making me feel better & telling me all those retarded stuff like how you gonna make bak kut teh out of AHEM AHEM & all those stuff . now i really feel like i have a family . a really big one too :) & you've got my back & i will always have yours <3 ♥
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Thursday, March 25, 2010 @ 7:35 PM
my heartaches from the words that pierced my heart.
you have no right at all to say what you said to the whole class today .its noone's business & its not your duty to be telling the whole class about it . your not my mother & your just the class teacher ! you have no blood relationship with me whatsoever , & how long have you known me for ? 2 months perhaps ? & you think you understand me already ? i mean , i myself think tht i am a very complicated person to understand , even if i might seem very fun , outgoing & really really weird , plus i am loud ;) . but sometimes in the inside i am kinda fragile :\ you say tht by telling everyone tht my dad passed-away , yes i am being very opened about this now , as i said last time , i am getting stronger day by day , everyone would be able to understand me more , but what is there to understand about me , i am not troubled , i am not crazy & i dont need anybody's attention & i definately dont need people to treat me differently , i am happy whre i am today/right now , atleast people dont have to watch out on what they say because their to afraid they might break my "fragile" soul . but to be honest , i'd rather have people not mind what they say to me , i'd rather be in funny arguments or nonsensical fights . but now because of YOU , everyone seems to looking out and watching on what they say to me , i dont need "special attention" from anyone , all i want is for people to look at me & think of me as the same LALITHA , the used to know , the ohmygod that girl is crazy or the wow she's loud & funny girl not the ohmy that girl's dad passed away or whatever shit . but now i somehow think 2alpha is not gonna look at me with the same impression they looked at me for the past few months , jeff who wanted to borrow a correction pen had to think twice before asking me & he asked me really nicely this time . he'd probably just take it from my desk the last time but now after seeing me weept and cry things just change & i dont want/need those changes ; this was why i never wanted to tell anyone in the first place , i only tell when they ask but when the DO ask its not exactly caught off-guard so nothing changes tht much . but look at it now , everyone was so shocked and speechless . i mean if i was willing to tell i would , but i am not & its none of your business to tell on behalf of me , you can talk about your dead husband , but you have no right at all to talk about my father . its nobody's business and its definately not your duty to be blabbing it off to anyone , & besides i think i recalled telling you NOT to tell anyone about this cos i am uncomfortable about letting the whole world know about it , what difference would it make if i told everyone , their not going to understand me more if they havent been thru the same thing & besides i dont need a support group or anything like that , i am able to cope with my situation very well , my dad passed in the year 2006 , a year before my UPSR , instead of crying & weeping the whole day & blaming God for the misfortunates that my life come across , i strived for a goal & guess what i managed to get straight A's for my UPSR , & my studies arent dropping , i can manage both sports and studies together and also the outside school activities . i mean sometimes i do feel sad and empty but we all have to learn to accept the fact that the person whom we dearly love is gone , i mean for me i lost my dad at a very young age , i barely had time to go through anything with him , but i dont sit around and regret anything i've done , i've only cherished the moments both good and bad which i had endured with him . & heads up lady , i am not the one who is trouble . look in the mirror , YOUR the one whose troubled . you cry yourself to sleep for godsake! thats not normal . i dont cry myself to sleep & i definately dont go around telling about other peoples life to anyone . i accept the fact that my daddy is gone & i think you need to seek help ! accept that your husband is gone & dont cry yourself to sleep , thats just unhealthy ! really it is ._. i am not really sure if your making the part up & if you did you still need help , WHY ARE YOU MAKING UP STORIES TO MAKE PEOPLE SYMPATHISE YOU ? all i know now is i dont have any sympathy towards you . all i feel is that your just an attention seeker . i am really sorry i have to write about you like this , i know i am supposed to show respect seeing that your the adult bt answer this , is it true that to gain respect is to show respect ? i mean just because your an adult doesnt mean you have the right to emotionally abuse someone JUST because YOU THINK that your seeking the best interest for them . remember your not my mum! you dont have to look at my best interest , i mean as a teacher looking at my studies is important bt just DONT BUTT IN into my life . oh & why do you even care if i transfer to beta , once again , ITS NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS . i want to go to beta because i have friends who are like family . they care about you and they talk to you , BUT look at alpha , does anyone speak any other languange besides chinese ? :\ i mean i understand chinese larr . cos of the tuitions i go to , but still its random for some thaidian to speak chinese . anyways . how are we family when i just got to know these people a few months back , i mean i knew them before bt nt so close and guess what we're still not close . unlike beta , alpha's stick up to their type only . so yes this is amongst the reason why i want to go back to beta & you have no right to force me to stay just because you want deepa to go to beta . & heads up deepa , you also have no right to go tell mr.ching MY problem . i am not your freaking best friend or anything , so yeah , once again PLS DONT BUTT IN . i am being really really nice right now & you really dont want to bring the rage in me out . so seriously MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS , if noone asked you PLS DONT give your oppinion . thankyou very much . i've been having a long speech running thru my mind on what i want to say but i dont think i'll say all of it , oh & wait , DEAR YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE , PLEASE DONT TWIST THE STORY AND SAID YOU ASKED FOR MY PERMISSION BEFORE YOU TOLD THE CLASS ABOUT ME , because heads up woman! you didnt ! STOP LYING TO YOURSELF , i have the whole class to back me up . so yeah . & thankyou everyone for sticking by my side whether your close to me or not . you guys are really hell of a awesum people :) & i am lucky to have you all as friends <3 back to top? |
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Wednesday, March 24, 2010 @ 9:16 PM
somewhere over the rainbows , you'd fine you&me together.
:Oizzat are you guys fighting ? sorry i like butting in stuff ;) you'd understand rite , brother ^^. anyways nites :D back to top? |
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@ 12:22 PM
all you have to do is tell me the truth ; even if the truth hurts.
i didnt go to school .i injured my knee bad :\ must have been from running rounds at the carpark & straining my knee to much :O haih. my knee is so screwed :\ anyways . i am bored :( thre's nothing to do at home D: & i probably watched every dvd in my house already -.- :( back to top? |
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Tuesday, March 23, 2010 @ 9:05 PM
we can still be friends cant we ? we cant just let that ruin us , can it ?
I NEED TO TALK TO MY JIEJIE , i need her WISDOM-NESSSSS :(jasleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen D: back to top? |
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@ 8:13 PM
could you help me out here ?
bored & tired .screwed up & pissed off. haih . today was okay okay la . delagates from srinakharinwirot uni came , missed their performance . moey so lucky can ponteng D: had p.e blablabla . after school training. super tired and sleepy & my knee hurts TT. & crap MSSD is next week :\ screwwwed larr ._. oh oh & nikita is coming back to srikl next year ;) YEAAAAH . mr.ching finally cracked today . thanks to kevin :O kevin kept talking & all of sudden mr.ching threw the THICK STEP AHEAD BOOK at kevin's head . he also kicked chunee's table and everything scattered every whre :O & he started scolding . HE FINALLY LOST HIS PATIENCE ._. oh & mdm.foo , keep on fighting ! never give up on anything , always keep a positive attitude even if you know thats nothing gonna be alright ! back to top? |
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Monday, March 22, 2010 @ 11:25 PM
have a dick and tell the truth la ; it wont be the end of the world for anyone.
NITES ♥
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@ 8:36 PM
im married to LEETEUK ♥
I AM MARRIED TO LEETEUK ♥my fallen angel forever&always :) lalalalala~ did i mention i lost my voice ? :) I DID! :D . i can barely talk but i still managed to scrrrreeeeeaaaam about suju today at school ♥ but then i completely lost my voice after lunch D: & my nose is running TT back to top? |
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@ 5:01 PM
MahLiXian.
HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY ONCE AGAIN , LI XIAN :D. i hope you have a great great one . you've been a great friend for the past few years . even if we got to disagreements sometimes , but heh , that didnt get in our way & we're still friends , to be honest , even if we're nt really that tight but you've still been a great great great & nice friend to me :) ♥
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Sunday, March 21, 2010 @ 3:41 PM
leeteuk darling ♥ superjunior .
ohmyabsolutefckinggosh :Dsuperjunior concert ended last night ! IT WAS DA BOMB! you'd regret not going ! :) awesum awesum awesum . it felt like a fairytale , a dream come true ♥ I SAW RYEOWOOK UPFRONT :) he has such smooth skin . aha . anyways . opening act was by thomasjack & random malay guy :O michael jackson wannabe -.- sorry larr! but its true . & he looked weird . his hair all over his face . & JACK SO CUTE :) SUJU's OPENING WAS AWESUM! RYEOWOOK WAS STANDING RIGHT AT OUR SITTING AREA :) OHEMGEEEEEEEEE :) ♥ one word hot ! :) blablabla . my hubbie , leeteuk , cried ♥ & i cried with him . OHMYGOD . he looooooks so darn hot . smexii fallen angel ♥ & oh my god . SIWON's ULTRA SUPER SMEXII ABS . he stripped a lil' of his shirt ! *screeeeeeeams* so mesmerizing ♥♥♥ everything felt like a dream & OHMYGOD . siwon threw his towel &&&& FUCK , i caught it :DDD but bloody hell bitch sitting infront of snatched & the girl infront of her got it . I WAS SO GONNA TEAR THEM APART -.- D: wtf man , YOUR MOTHER TEACH YOU HOW TO STEAL ISIT ???? -.- i was so pissed TT.. & i cried D: IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE MINE MINE MINE MINE MINE & MINE !!!!! bt then we screwed the girl sitting infront of us so badly . ._. though i didnt get back WHAT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE MINE! & oh bitch who stole what was supposed to be mine, if you ever come across my blog I HOPE YOU BURN! you THIEFFFF >:( GRRRRRR . but WTF :) screw her . my night was still awesum . oh& i lost my voice :O &shindong is super cute so is yesung ;) & i think sungmin is ULTIMATELY SEXAY . bt noone beats my teukie ♥♥♥ I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER DARLING , even if your already 28 ! & you have to enter the army soon TT .. after concert , all of us thirst for water . slept over at jaslyn's house with celine . it was fun , all we talked about was THEM :) FAIRYTALE. I ♥ MY LIFE :) . but now after suju's over , thres really not much to look forward to ._. but ohwell :) OH & THEY're GONNA HAVE THE FOURTH ALBUM. ~ ohgod . though life would be complete if 2PM came ♥ even with their contreversy , i still ♥ them , especially khunnie :) anyways , at 2am , got a lil' hungry so had maggi with celine and jaslyn , drank a lil' with celine , drinking a lil' still had effect on my throat , woke up in the morning completely knocked up, cos of tiredness & watching too much smexxi people all at once, with no voice :D . but oh well , another reason for me nt to go to school tommoro :D after celine went home at around 9.30-ish , went to get breakfast with jaslyn , her mom & john . >:( he so mean , he was like , GOOD LARR YOU NO VOICE , finally some peace&quiet :O went home , showered & went out with mum , I AM SO TIRED . i wanted to continue sleeping at home but she was like no need lar -.- AIYOO . & might be going pyramid later again . D: i am so tired & screw this , i havent started a single page of my homework yet . :D bt who cares , i saw my superjunior's adi :) anyways , i thinking imma ciaos now , gonna get some sleep ♥ byebye leeteuk darling , I LOVE YOU & have a safe trip back to korea .♥ oh&did i mention 75% of fans are AHEM AHEM :D aha. back to top? |
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Saturday, March 20, 2010 @ 10:15 AM
hollow in the inside .
EVERSINCE .im bored&i feel random :) &&& i am counting the hours down . do you need me to tell you ?! arghhhh. FRAUSTRATION is SOMETHING! back to top? |
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Friday, March 19, 2010 @ 10:49 PM
they strike a pose .
they strike a pose for you&me to see. promises were meant to be kept when they were made . they do mean something if you keep them but if you dont , promises just becomes words with no meaning in them , and so would you ; meaningless & empty .
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@ 8:56 PM
รักข้างเดียว ; it hurts , but i am still breathing , so it aint that bad & i guess i can still leave it this way.
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@ 6:04 PM
i try to heal , but i just cant , i know the pathway to recovery is only be accepting the fact that your gone.
SUPERJUNIOR IS TOMORROW :)♥ so excited ! lalalala~ had training today . train train train . talked to hueyching&rachel a lil' after training . went to yumcha at some random restaurant near AC. everyone went except for crystal and eli , i think :) walked back , stopped at 7 eleven before heading back to school . called mummy , & waited at the porch with munkah . IZZAT WAS THRE TOO :) aha. UMBRELLA , rite ? :) aha she got stood up! wanted to go 100yen with izzat&munkah but was afraid mum would reach school first :O dropped munkah at her place , went to summit , dropped some stuff at the shop . headed home , showered and went out with mummy . might go out for dinner later ? aite . NEED TO GET MY BATH :) lalalala~ back to top? |
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@ 5:32 PM
reminisce the good& the bad memories , never forget or bury them ♥
LIFE AFTER DEATH ♥ SUPERJUNIOR IS COMING :DDDD concert's in TWO DAYS :) and i am fcuking excited ;) lalala~ LEETEUK , i am waiting for you ♥♥♥ anyways , today was boring . FOLLOWED MUM TO WORK ._. ~ i want a hug ! :) randomrandomrandom . |
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@ 10:30 AM
lost forgotten and inconsesually gone.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KWAN YIN LING!have an awesome super sweet-16. YOU've been a nice friend , a wonderful teamate . & we both ENJOY DOING EPIC FAIL JUMPSHOTS TOGETHER! :D anyways , HOPE YOU HAVE A BLAST :) back to top? |
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Wednesday, March 17, 2010 @ 8:44 PM
stairways to heaven ; i'll be waiting ♥
THOMAS HOOI KOK PAN , you ARE AWESUMMMM!!LIKE SUPER AWESUM ;) you are no longer the faggot i used to think you were . YOU ROCK THE PIANO SO MUCH :) he played wedding dress & haru haru today at derrick's SO AWESUMMMMM! ;) thomas is going to be patrixia's and my pianist on our wedding day :) i am still stunned ;D you memorized HARU HARU :) ! anyways , went to derrick's today , for his birthday with a people. was kinda fun ;) and everything was super hilarious :) LALALA~ lazy to blog about it ;) but i didnt manage to go to pyramid with p.na and melissa :O SORRY! :( LALALA~ i am hungry :( back to top? |
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Tuesday, March 16, 2010 @ 7:24 PM
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JIEJIE ♥SARANGHEY :)
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JASLYN CHAN :DSORRY FOR POSTING THIS UP LATE . you are the nicest most friendliest most smartest friend ever ;) oh & your like a sister to me ;) &&you've always been beside me ;) knowing most of my secrets . i can talk to you about anything , from problems to crushes to the heartbreakers , to studies AND SO MANY MORE ;D your SUPERGIRL & you know it ! i've been to your house plenty of times ;) & we're almost like FAMILY :D even if i am not in the same class anymore but we're still tight :D SO YEAH . I LOVE YOU JIEJIE :) ♥ and hope you had the greatest birthday EVERR :) back to top? |
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@ 9:47 AM
you and i , forever&always in my dream but never meant to be made reality.
TEEHEE~woke up super super kinda early . :) skipped training on purpose cos i forgot to tell mummy . so yeah :b YESTERDAY WAS AWESUM :D ~ went to pyramid with jane and seeai , oh& my cousin , ALEX whose in std3 . :O my mum made me babysitt him . but anyways he and jane are super alike . aha . they both enjoy COMICS or wtv shit you call it ;) OH YEAS , FINAL FANTASY & LEGO & etc shopped a lil' before jane and seeai came went to MNG . for lunch went to shogun . walked walked walked . went to cotton on AND GOT MY DRESS ;) oh and a skirt along with it ;D oh went to skinfood too , got stuff(s). I AM COMPLETELY BROKE RIGHT NOW :) teehee~ but anyways . went to hueyching's house around 4.30-ish . watched THE UN-INVITED , was supposed to be an extremely scary horror movie . but in turned out to some stupid confusing movie which noone really understood :O after the movie , went down to get dinner , had pizza , hueyching wanted to drink at first BUT THEN change of plans , cos of urm , somethingg lar ;) so had champagne instead :b & the wine jane bought dissapeared some whre :O then blablabla , talked to hueyching's mum a little bit IN THAI :D her mum is half mynmar-thai , SO COOL! seeai went back after dinner , went upstairs later , cam-whored like hell , with hueyching , rachelchui and suanne . I ♥ HUEYCHING's GUITAR even if its a REALLY out of tune . anyways , laughed and laughed like hell . prank call a few people but all EPIC FAIL xD OH . but i managed to prank derricktay , on the way to hueyching's house when he called jane :) me derrick hello , who is this , you trying to kao my sister is it ? hah? who are you ? i am jane's older sister , you trying to kao my sister is it ? dont you dare . come near her or call her one more time & i will be calling the police ! nononono , i was just asking her to my party . serious ! &jane go spoil everything -.- she go shout my name D: and derrick found out ;b . he was like LALITHA YOU SCARED THE SHIT OUT OF ME ! :O ohyeas , should i go to his party ? i dint even get his present yet . aiyooo D: anyways went home with patrixia at around 10. showered and crashed ;). p.na called me damn early today .__. i guess thats why i woke up super super kinda early . TT lalala~ OH & hueyching , HOW IS XIAO LINGGG ? :DD*inside thingg* haha ;) aite . im out ;) wanna go have breakfast ;D &HURRY UPLOAD THE PICS :) back to top? |
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Sunday, March 14, 2010 @ 7:07 PM
my blog post title usually are just random nonsense which pop into my mind or somewhat apart of lyrics , please dont take it seriously :) thankyou
i am utterly bored . spent like the whole darn day at temple . came home at 6pm .:O blablabla . nothing happened :( boredom KEEEEEELS ;) back to top? |
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@ 6:15 PM
what she wants is you .
OHMYGOD . SHE always talks about YOU , no i am NOT JEALOUS . its just the moment i step into the building , all SHE talks about is YOU YOU & YOU oh and sometimes about HIM . guy-obsessed ._. SHE talks about , its either SHE is pissed at YOU or SHE wants to text YOU but SHE doesnt wanna text YOU. I MEAN WTF IS THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN ? SHE wants to txt YOU but SHE doesnt want to -.- , mm-hmm , yeah WOW . or its SHE doesnt like YOUR attitude because YOU go clubbing or YOU smoke , which idk whether its true or not BUT its still about YOU , aint it now ? but i mean if SHE doesnt like it , WHY still talk about YOU ?! & i mean i still ♥ YOU the way YOU are , not more than how i should ♥ YOU that is (: OH & SHE says SHE is so gonna tell YOUR mum about it , ONE QUESTION , does SHE even know YOUR mum ?! just wondering . HMM . SHE tells me ALL HER darn problem the BOTH of you have , & i dont even thinks its problems :O since when you guys became so close ? D: its kinda getting ANNOYING to hear ABOUT THE BOTH OF YOU , sorry . i dont feel like a very good friend right now D: I AM SORRY but.. idk whether its a PROBLEM YOU even care about BUT SHE SURE DOES!SHE says SHE doesnt like YOU but HM . either its OBSESSION or SHE has too much FREE TIME in HER HANDS so she thinks about YOU . which i wish i did not to think of YOU but cos i definately cant manage my life with ONLY 24HOURS . aaaanyways ;) OH & SHE also says SHE feels like murdering YOU . WTF ?! a lil' violent , no ? ♥ sorry for like , bitching like this , i am just utterly stress ;( D: i have to LET OUT STUFF .
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Saturday, March 13, 2010 @ 1:14 PM
i feel happy when i see you . even if there's a glimpse of sadness piercing through my heart♥
SCREAM :D♥ single-y mingling ;) TEEHEE~ I ♥ RANDOM NONSENSE ! back to top? |
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@ 9:44 AM
ON SALE !
i dont think JUSTIN BIEBER IS GAY!he is kinda hot , minus his hasnt-reached-puberty voice . LALALA~ :D & F.CUZ is hot :) ♥ woke up late today && missed training . wtf -.- i guess cos i was talking to hueyching on the phone till like 11.30 :O i have ntg to blog about since its still early ;) going out with mummy later to get some stuff . AND i cant believe we have training everyday of the week .__. aiyo. & YES AOXIANG , I HAVE SLEPT ON JASLYN's BED BEFORE , YA JEALOUS ?!!!!! anyways , ciaos . back to top? |
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Friday, March 12, 2010 @ 7:28 PM
ถ้าวันหนึ่ง ฉันเลิกกับเขา แล้วเราจามารักกันได้ไหม ?
i spent an amount of time to type my title out FYI :) i am bored ;) didnt go to school today . i kinda regret not going though . but heck! woke up early in the morning , mummy took me to the clinic to get my blood test . haih . i hate it , though this time i wanted to cos i havent exactly done a health test before , all the blood tests i did before were either to find some random infection or etc . anyways . after that , went home picked up p.amy , and went to LimKokWing now she decided to drop FashionDesigning & change GraphicDesigning :O after that , went nearby school to grab lunch . cant remember what happened next . but i remembered that i slept in the car cos i was damn tired ;O blablabla . reached home , continued sleeping . came online right after i woke up ;D teehee~ then it started raining after an hour ._. so went offline cos mummy was like if lightning strike this time you wont have internet for a YEAR!!!!!!! minus the EXCLAIMATIONS cos she wasnt exactly shouting ;) WTF . so mean D: i wonder if you can find vegetable shortening in cold storage :O I AM BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED :) & I WANT TO CHOP MY CURLY LOCKS OF HAIR OFF D: its getting kinda annoying and my hair is so dry :( so i am planning to get it cut soon or maybe not , I AM SO CAUGHT IN BETWEEN! :O & ohmygod , MR.NATHAN , i cant believe i am saying this but i shall miss your absence in srikl now that your anyways , the thought of having PN.LILY , as my PE teacher FOR LIFE , is horrible! D: she's so urggghhh. anyways , thats just all i have to say to you , even if you probably wont get to read this , and i am sorry for not being at your retirement thingy the school had today , even if my presence matters or not . back to top? |
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Thursday, March 11, 2010 @ 8:27 PM
daddy sometimes i wish you were here and not there ♥
haih . super tired today .D: my thighs hurt :) training is torcher . so are joonhow and jiajie D: SCHOOL WAS FUN ! senoja kept stroking my hair :O TEEHEE~ after netball , went to mpsj just to train awhile , some stupid basturds kept talking to us , so in the end i just shouted I AM A LESBIAN LARR . and all his friends laughed -.- :) teehee~ anyways , after mpsj , mummy came . after sending jaslyn to her house , the argument started about sports! wtf . she kept saying that i should stop cos of my knee but i mean if i DO stop sports i'd probably be lifeless TT she keeps pressuring me like wth . so i was like mum , you had never understand me and you never will and she was like , what is there to understand? and i said , yeah probably my life has nothing for you to understand . i started crying and i have no damn idea why i am even blogging about this . anyways . screw it :) . took my bath and skipped dinner . i am starving but i dont feel like eating . all i feel like is to freaking cry my ass off . haih . not going to school tomorrow , i feel lazy :D and MR.NATHAN IS RETIRING TOMORROW . though it has ntg to do with why i am even gonna absent myself ;O & my mum is taking my maid for a health check-up . I WANNA GO TOO :D . teehee~ :D OH & CONGRATS TO ALL SPM-ers IN THEIR RESULTS :) saw steffi today during lunch . she looks , urm , different-ish :O steffi calls her brother cb , so mean :b . her spm results were okay lar , she kept saying the lembaga print out wrongly but she said it was okay cos she was THE GREAT . :O wtf :D miss all the ex-form 5-ers larr ;) aite , ciaos ;) ♥
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Wednesday, March 10, 2010 @ 7:09 PM
can we still be friends ?
:O exhausted .NEXT . HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAN YEE LYNN ! hope you have an awesum one ;) had sports practice today . red's and yellow's went to ss15 . was super sleepy cos i went to bed late last night ._. woke up late too :O blablabla . did passing baton*is this how you spell BATON ?! :) mr.raymond taught us the right way :)! and he also told us not to listen to pn.lily , who thinks she knows everything when she doesnt even if she was in MAAU , if not mistaken and also MSSM . mr.raymond's funny :D haha. anyways . after sports practice ended , did baton passing till we reached school with jaslyn and hueyching . TORCHER .was super tiring cos i was the last runner and had to bend down to pick up the stupid baton every few seconds :b had moral ,pn.suhada didnt come , did nothing . tried to sleep but joonhow and jiajie kept disturbing me :\ after that was geo . ntg happened , discussed the exam paper . sejarah was super super super boring . thankgod class ended early if not i'd probably be sleeping . chinese was fun :D me and celine just talked&talked& talked till the end of the class . had english after lunch . mr.ching gave out the marks . two words fucked up :( i mean i did well , but i just hoped for a higher mark . TT anyways . had KH . yingshuang found 4 dead cockroaches in the cupboard :O super gross . had after-school training . barely had energy left . but training wasnt that bad . started to rain after a while . called mummy to pick me up . sat down on the porch . was talking to sheerin . saw izzat . he crashed at the porched too . but didnt talk to him . mummy came at 5.30 came home took my bathe and crashed onto my bed ;) couldnt sleep though so decided to come online :b i am at home alone :( well not exactly alone larr . with jiejie but still . mummy went out with the maid . haihhh . it feels weird :O back to top? |
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Tuesday, March 9, 2010 @ 8:33 PM
stars belong up on the sky , fishes in the water & as for you only in my dream.
:O got back some results today .uh-may-zing . dont feel like talking about it ;( thats how fantastic my marks were :\ aih . i have training tommoro . not sure whether its after-school or not :O i am probably gonna get screwed up real bad :( had music classes today . :) was fun . and i miss playing the piano :( AND AND AND , i want those WEDDING DRESS PIANO SCORE :D mummy says i shouldnt continue playing the piano , cos i have too much on my hands already though i dont think i barely have anything on my hands at all :O but anyways ;) & congrats to MSSD athlete winner's! lunch was fun as always :) oh yeas , BYEBYE , SO LONG , FAIRWELL , AU REVOIR LOKE JOON HOW :) & LAW JIA JIE . *this is like kinda early cos the both of you are like transfering only after the holidays BUT when can i say , I AM EXCITED :) they're both transfering to IGSCE :DD oh and JOONHOW , you dont have to come back , you can just permenantly dissapear :D english was a pain today . joonhow and jiajie kept disturbing me . cos they were like last week here , gotto disturb you first but we'll make peace on friday! wtf . AND I OFFICIALLY HATE KEVINMOEY! D: HE IS SO MEAAAAAAN . bloody basturrrd :) . & KEVIN I SHALL NEVER EVER FORGIVE YOU ANYMOREEEEEE!!!! :) school was fine , anyways . im out . did i mention my maid is kinda getting on me now ? :O well she is . D: back to top? |
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Monday, March 8, 2010 @ 12:21 PM
let us sing and dance in the rain and let the night end with your sweet kiss.
currently blogging from p.na's office ;)going for my dental appointment later at 2 . could have gone to school but decided not to :O sorry! & i nevr FFK YOU ALL OKAY! yesterday evening waited for iskandar to come to my house . he was supposed to tumpang me to mpsj . BUT HE FFK and nevr turned up . so picked up jaslyn and went to mpsj around 5.30 reached at 5.40-ish . waited for aoxiang . called him a babi over the phone . was a lil' bit too loud and all the malayu's kept staring -.- SORRY LARRRRR ! :) anyhoo . did some warming up . tried striding 400m with aoxiang but pancit like at the 300m D: didnt really do much . did some drills and et cetera . took jaslyn's and aoxiang's timing . then ao xiang wanted to sprint with me . was on the starting line and i kept laughing like hell , and he kept giving me the i am serious look :O started sprinting after 30m rolled down and started laughing again cos aoxiang kept saying YEAAAAH I AM WINNING I AM WINNING! when he was behind me-.- later at around 7.30 , jaslyn's parents came . went to have dinner with the chan's was damn hilarious , laughed and laughed like hell . we went to the steak out . the freaking waiter was like miss , we have the chicken section and gave me the its pork-i-dont-think-you-can-eat-it-look! cos i was about to order porkchop -.- wtf ordered porkchop anyways . and told jaslyn that i should put a sign on my head that says I EAT PORK! jaslyn's brother was damn cute , he kept speaking cantonese to me :O which i dont understand so i just nodded my head and said mm-hmm , and yvonne kept asking him to speak in mandrin . went home at around 9.30 . bathe and hit the sack . was damn tired :O mummy woke me up at 9.00 got ready and went to the one academy with jiejie . and came to p.na's office :) might go have lunch later . and head to the dentist ;) I AM CHANGIN' EM TO BLUE :) cos of superjunior's concert ;D teehee~ back to top? |
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Sunday, March 7, 2010 @ 3:28 PM
shallow minds .
NOTHING IS HAPPENING THESE PAST FEW DAYS .life so boring ;). jane wants to go midvalley , anyone ? :) jiejie is out . she didnt take me along TT but i was at temple with mummy so yeah . aite . might be going out later . so byes :) back to top? |
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Friday, March 5, 2010 @ 10:25 PM
looking at you makes me smile even if i am not supposed to .
:D .i cant sleep :( BUT I AM SLEEPYYYYY! aite aite aite . i shall go to bed now :) byebye ♥ I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU JAY! TEEHEE ;) back to top? |
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@ 6:14 PM
contemporary dancing ♥
ohlala ~exams ended today . confirm die kao kao for sejarah TT haih. study study study & still damn hard . BAAAAABI LARRR -.- anyways . reached school early as usual . went to the toilet with gohseeai to tie my hair . was damn sleepy and blur :bb heh . after that went to beta , sat down talked talked talked to shinyee . then jaslyn jiejie came :) YOUR INVESTIGATION ENDED WITH A FAILURE JIEJIE! teehee~ *inside thingg* anyhoo . went back to class . had ICT exam first . never touched the book . AT ALL! i dont even know whre i put the book :0 but the paper was quite easy though , but the subjective part was haaaard! . after that , went for break . cant remember what happened :0 after break , walked up to class with munkah & senoja seeai went for mssd . & CONGRATS GOHSEEAI! you did so awesum! :) blablabla . after school went to mc'dees then , AC then 7eleven . training started at 2 . very little people came . went back with munkah . jiejie , picked me up at 4.30 . & MUMMY IS COMING BACK TODAY :D yeaaah . i feel like going out :D & i am utterly BORED right now . i think i am probably going to go watch movies on my laptop and catch up on some sleep :) since i have only been probably sleeping for 7 hours in the past 48hours . thats very little sleep for a person who always pigs out and sleeps the whole day! D: haih . i have training tomorrow at MPSJ . i am so lazy :D I HAVE A BIG BUM BUM :) TEEHEE ! back to top? |
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Thursday, March 4, 2010 @ 5:18 PM
if two people who love each other let a single instant wedge itself between them, it grows ;it becomes a month, a year, a century; it becomes too late
WHOOOPIE :)tommorow's the last day of exams . i promised myself that i wouldnt come online today cos i need to study my sejarah but it didnt work and i came online anyways :) anyways . superjunior is on the 20th ! TEEHEE . 16days MORE :DDDD & sejarah exam is tommorow and i am probably going to fail :0 EVERYTHING SO AWESUM! :) i like being random . i have nothing to blog about at all D: today was boringggg . :) aites , ciaos . wanna go eat && GO STUDY SEJARAH! back to top? |
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Wednesday, March 3, 2010 @ 7:17 PM
what if i said that i still think of you all the time ?
relieved! science was today :Dhardcore-d study like mad the day before! today woke up at 2.30 to study . but i think i fell asleep when i rested my head on the table a while . cos when i woke up it was already 4.30. continued studying till 6am then got ready for school . my eyes felt like popping out . & welcome back eyebags ~ :( haih . atleast exams are over this friday :) D: gotto hardcore study sejarah . i barely read the book . & i am probably only in pg17 right now . idk . i dont remember considering that i read the book on sunday . who wants to tutor me on sejarah ?! :D anyways . school was normal as usual . OH &&&& HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEEEEEPASHENI :) & thanks for the awesum cake . its so deeeelicious! lunch was hilarious , randomly shouted i like watermelons and then suddenly thought of meisi and our conversation xD I AM SORRY! i really didnt know BUT BUT now i do ;) oh , oh & rounder&browner , rofl :D . after lunch had kh . pn.ten NAGS ALOT! :D . revised a lil' science . mostly talked talked talked bt i still managed to do some revision . & MINGJACK DOESNT LIKE ME LARRRRRR >:( GRR . aite . imma go now ;) ciaos . back to top? |
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Tuesday, March 2, 2010 @ 7:37 PM
IMMA LOUD LOUD PERSON!
I AM A LOUD PERSON :) .VERY VERY LOUD :D . teehee ~ i like being random ;) oh had our geo exam today . guess what ?! I AM GOING TO SHOOT SOMEONE SOON! :D . i hate hate hate hate hate HER . she freaking screwed everyones lives up! GRR. as if she really taught us about the stoopid globe thing -.- haih . anyhoo . kh exam was after lunch . it was a breeze , i mean nt a total breeze but i had a remaining half an hour left . so i sat down and day-dreamed . missed guitar todayy . cos i got home late D: 2PM CONTREVERSY you can skip this if your nt interested . i cant believe that 2/5PM would do this . they've beeen lying to us all along , since day1 of their debut D: I HATE taecyeon , junho , wooyoung , chansung &&&& JUNSU! i cant believe they would do that to jay! its just so mean! ._. i pity jay and khun who have to suffer in this . & how can they sleep with such sluts ?! 5PM*i really mean 5* has become such a dissapointment to me TT .__. for more ;) CLICK here . you'd probably wanna smash 5PM up and scream at them too! & KHUNNIE and JAY ♥ we'll always be here for you ;) go debut somewhre else && go rub it in JYP's FACE FOR BEING SUCH AN ASS ps . if your thinking about why US fans are so obsessive , we're not , we're just passionate people . like what ellie , seoulbeats says :) back to top? |