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About Me.

im AWESOME. you know it
just your ordinary 14-year old. you could clasify my life under ECCENTRIC. ive been thru alot. hurt&damaged
but never broken. lifes' never gotten easier , but im getting stronger. ive got friends whom are like family they live thru every
part of my life. hurt them and i'll hurt you , comprande? my lifes' simple yet complicated . love me or hate me , it aint so hard :)

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Wednesday, March 31, 2010 @ 7:07 PM
LOVE is a four letter word , but so is HATE .
:O crystal lee stalks me on facebook!
& she compares profile pictures :D


lalala~
im bored tired and sleepy D:
& i am kinda dissapointed in myself :\


i FEEL CRAZY :) <3
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Tuesday, March 30, 2010 @ 9:45 PM
honey-lemon kiss.
i wonder when taeyang is releasing his album ?
its like after two songs then DISSAPEAR :b
:O
i cant sleep but i need sleep :\
mum is still in penang D: she scolded me over the phone because of my pinky :(
& my finger isnt any better , i discovered two bruises on my knee after the fall when i tried to tap the ball but i bounced off the girl whn i hit her & i landed on the floor :\
I AM FILLED WITH INJURIES :) <3 color="#ffcc33">if i can go to bed tht is :)
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@ 7:20 PM
insecurity.
first off ,
CONGRATS U-18 ~

we have our quaters and semi tommoro ?
:O im nervous idk why .
SCHOOL WAS FUN TODAY :)

help red house sell ice-cream to raise funds :)
anyways . didnt do anything at all .
D: i cant write :bb
so yeah . didnt do much .
skipped geo . told juliza tht we were at red house meeting and we didnt have time to go out for break so yeah . we skipped 15mins of her period to go to the canteen :bb
heh :D

im currently running a long long speech in my head to go give mun kah a pep talk on HOW AWESUM SHE IS .
& munkah . CONGRATS FOR GETTING CHOSEN FOR PETALING PERDANA !
you rock and you know it !

oh & jiejie .
GET WELL SOON , YA ? i miss you so much! D:
gt damn damn alot of stories to tell you ;)
& thankyou for replying my texts 24/7 ♥ GET WELL SOOON :)
<3

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Monday, March 29, 2010 @ 8:43 PM
fragile.
lalala~
today was awesum! MSSD was held an an indoor hall in shah alam , i think ? :O
i dont really care :b.
anyways . it was FUN :) laughed&laughed&laughed .
had super alot alot alot of fun with everyone .
though kim , aurelia and the rest had to go back after our second match :\
i was really nervous cos kim wasnt there to calm me down like usual :(
but but but WE DID GREAT anyways . won all the games except one , managed to get that tied.
i thought i was gonna freak out and lose evrything ;)
BUT I DIDNT . i mean i did . but not so much ;)


though i hurt my pinky finger during the FIRST MATCH .
aiyoo . first match aso kena injured liao ._.
& i made enemies with a FEW PEOPLE :}
not my fault lar . all of them got attitude problem & the smell funny :\
imagine , rotten sweat :) yes! thts how SOME of them smell like . lalala~


anyways.
there were alot of drama's with me and my WA's . like almost everyone of them -.-


thres one whre the girl keeps holding my hand and rubbing her oh-so-LARGE chest on me , so out of annoyonce i scream : EH , WHAT THE FUCK LA , I NOT LESBIAN OKAY , SO STOP TOUCHING/HOLDING MY HAND LA . bitch !
thankgod the empayers didnt hear , i think :O


anyhoo , who cares lah .
who aske them to be so porno & rub their chest on others ??? -.-
& the same girl kept jumping up and down everywhere , that i got so fed up , i stared at her boobs and shouted EEEYEERRRR. & she went WHATEVER LAH .

:) teehee~
though i made friends on the court too :}


lalala~
& GOOD LUCK UNDER-18 :) ♥
you guys can do it tommoro!
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Sunday, March 28, 2010 @ 4:50 PM
all i want to do is talk to you again , please dont leave me hanging like how you're doing it now .
i baked my feelings out ;)

i baked around 25cupcakes , though i dont noe how they taste like :O i actually wanted to bake GINGERBREAD MAN , but my mummy didnt want to go to the bakery shop to get the stuff , so i had to bake with wahtever was in the fridge . THANKGOD all the ingredients whre enough! :)

i decided to play around & experiment :D i added LEMON CURD FILLINGS .
though i added a TAD TOO MUCH lemon zest so the texture is kinda wrong :}
heh.

i wanted to give some to my neighbours but my grandma was like dont need lar.
x) aha.
my buttercream icing was an epic failure :\\
it just turned out like my NORMAL kinda gross icing D:

ohwell . i shall try ROYAL ICING NEXT TIME :).
after baking , i wanted to wash all the stuff myself then after washing the mixer & all that ,
my hands started to burn D:
& its all red and peeling now :\ my maid washed the rest of it .

MSSD IS TOMMORO :) wish us luck :D

im bored and i want to go to sleep :)
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Saturday, March 27, 2010 @ 7:35 PM
รักกันครั้งหนึ่ง...คิดถึงตลอดไป ♥
what an AWESUM AWESUM evening ;)

mummy asked someone whom my neighbour calls to do facial for them to come do facial for us :)
aha . a lil' bit complicating , but you'll get what i mean soon enough :D
anyways .
had facial . teared abit :O
the person doing my facial was a MAN !
and he had really really really soft hands :) like really soft :O
& he was sorta hot , heh :}

lalalala~
:O dinner is now !
ciaos
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@ 3:51 PM
puff the magic dragon .
she wants to be enemies with me . what the hell .
excuse me woman , what is your problem may i ask ? are you delusional or something ? or do you just enjoy lying to other people's parents just to make yourself feel better about your flaws ?
but i am sorry to tell you , lying to my mother , the awesum mummy whom i love oh-so-dearly , isnt gonna make a difference at all .
i mean HOW can you say alpha is a disciplined class ? YES i do know THE NAME ALPHA MEANS its the top class . but heads up woman , THE STUDENTS IN 2ALPHA ARE A NOTHING CLOSE TO BEING DISCIPLINED , accept for a few .
& HOW THE HELL could you actually say that just because i am the only child i am very pampered , like i said DO YOU KNOW ME WELL FOR YOU TO JUDGE ME ?
oh fcuk it lar.
all i want to say is stop making up lies that your a strict teacher and that 2alpha is a disciplined class .
you better thankGod i never brought up the ming jack thing infront of my mum . FYI , my mum doesnt really like all these nonsense about boys especially coming from an adult , she'd probably say your very irresponsible & she'd probably trash you more than she alr trashed you .
SO WOMAN , i suggest you WATCH IT . i mean i am nothing big or anything but I HAVE MY RIGHTS , your pushing me .
try asking people about me , when i am angry and i want what i want i STRIVE for it . so yeah , i hope you get what i am trying to say , & you better stop screwing me !

oh & again do i have to tell you this ? YOUR NOT MY MOTHER! stop acting like one !

there was this one part whre she REALLY SOUNDED LIKE SHE WAS MY MUM or something.
:\\

indian woman my mum

even if lalitha changes class , i will still keep an eye on her i'll always be looking at her grades and her attitude . i will also ask the class how she is doing in her studies so you dont have to worry.
actually you dont have to .

AHA . ZHA DOU! ^^..

lalala~
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Friday, March 26, 2010 @ 8:31 PM
only you keep my heartbeating .
my class teacher didnt come today ! :O bloody hell fong fei kei weihs -.-
my mum was supposed to go and talk to her and mr.chew . bt
she didnt show upso my mum said we'll go tommoro . anyways .
had a friendly match with DJ , damansara jaya , adelle's old school today .
we sorta tapau-ed them :}
sorry lar . bt its true okay!

anyways . was supposed to go to mpsj . bt then got some stuff so yeah
& ashwin i am really really sorry :\
like super sorry , i know i promised to go then i ffk . bt i really didnt mean to D:

anyways .
thankyou guys so much for making me feel better
& telling me all those retarded stuff like how you gonna make bak kut teh out of AHEM AHEM
& all those stuff .
now i really feel like i have a family . a really big one too :) & you've got my back
& i will always have yours <3
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Thursday, March 25, 2010 @ 7:35 PM
my heartaches from the words that pierced my heart.
you have no right at all to say what you said to the whole class today .

its noone's business & its not your duty to be telling the whole class about it . your not my mother & your just the class teacher ! you have no blood relationship with me whatsoever , & how long have you known me for ? 2 months perhaps ? & you think you understand me already ? i mean , i myself think tht i am a very complicated person to understand , even if i might seem very fun , outgoing & really really weird , plus i am loud ;) . but sometimes in the inside i am kinda fragile :\ you say tht by telling everyone tht my dad passed-away , yes i am being very opened about this now , as i said last time , i am getting stronger day by day , everyone would be able to understand me more , but what is there to understand about me , i am not troubled , i am not crazy & i dont need anybody's attention & i definately dont need people to treat me differently , i am happy whre i am today/right now , atleast people dont have to watch out on what they say because their to afraid they might break my "fragile" soul . but to be honest , i'd rather have people not mind what they say to me , i'd rather be in funny arguments or nonsensical fights . but now because of YOU , everyone seems to looking out and watching on what they say to me , i dont need "special attention" from anyone , all i want is for people to look at me & think of me as the same LALITHA , the used to know , the ohmygod that girl is crazy or the wow she's loud & funny girl not the ohmy that girl's dad passed away or whatever shit . but now i somehow think 2alpha is not gonna look at me with the same impression they looked at me for the past few months , jeff who wanted to borrow a correction pen had to think twice before asking me & he asked me really nicely this time . he'd probably just take it from my desk the last time but now after seeing me weept and cry things just change & i dont want/need those changes ; this was why i never wanted to tell anyone in the first place , i only tell when they ask but when the DO ask its not exactly caught off-guard so nothing changes tht much . but look at it now , everyone was so shocked and speechless . i mean if i was willing to tell i would , but i am not & its none of your business to tell on behalf of me , you can talk about your dead husband , but you have no right at all to talk about my father . its nobody's business and its definately not your duty to be blabbing it off to anyone , & besides i think i recalled telling you NOT to tell anyone about this cos i am uncomfortable about letting the whole world know about it , what difference would it make if i told everyone , their not going to understand me more if they havent been thru the same thing & besides i dont need a support group or anything like that , i am able to cope with my situation very well , my dad passed in the year 2006 , a year before my UPSR , instead of crying & weeping the whole day & blaming God for the misfortunates that my life come across , i strived for a goal & guess what i managed to get straight A's for my UPSR , & my studies arent dropping , i can manage both sports and studies together and also the outside school activities .

i mean sometimes i do feel sad and empty but we all have to learn to accept the fact that the person whom we dearly love is gone , i mean for me i lost my dad at a very young age , i barely had time to go through anything with him , but i dont sit around and regret anything i've done , i've only cherished the moments both good and bad which i had endured with him . & heads up lady , i am not the one who is trouble . look in the mirror , YOUR the one whose troubled . you cry yourself to sleep for godsake! thats not normal . i dont cry myself to sleep & i definately dont go around telling about other peoples life to anyone . i accept the fact that my daddy is gone & i think you need to seek help ! accept that your husband is gone & dont cry yourself to sleep , thats just unhealthy ! really it is ._. i am not really sure if your making the part up & if you did you still need help , WHY ARE YOU MAKING UP STORIES TO MAKE PEOPLE SYMPATHISE YOU ? all i know now is i dont have any sympathy towards you . all i feel is that your just an attention seeker . i am really sorry i have to write about you like this , i know i am supposed to show respect seeing that your the adult bt answer this , is it true that to gain respect is to show respect ? i mean just because your an adult doesnt mean you have the right to emotionally abuse someone JUST because YOU THINK that your seeking the best interest for them . remember your not my mum! you dont have to look at my best interest , i mean as a teacher looking at my studies is important bt just DONT BUTT IN into my life .

oh & why do you even care if i transfer to beta , once again , ITS NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS .

i want to go to beta because i have friends who are like family . they care about you and they talk to you , BUT look at alpha , does anyone speak any other languange besides chinese ? :\ i mean i understand chinese larr . cos of the tuitions i go to , but still its random for some thaidian to speak chinese . anyways . how are we family when i just got to know these people a few months back , i mean i knew them before bt nt so close and guess what we're still not close .

unlike beta , alpha's stick up to their type only . so yes this is amongst the reason why i want to go back to beta & you have no right to force me to stay just because you want deepa to go to beta . & heads up deepa , you also have no right to go tell mr.ching MY problem . i am not your freaking best friend or anything , so yeah , once again PLS DONT BUTT IN . i am being really really nice right now & you really dont want to bring the rage in me out . so seriously MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS , if noone asked you PLS DONT give your oppinion .

thankyou very much .



i've been having a long speech running thru my mind on what i want to say but i dont think i'll say all of it , oh & wait , DEAR YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE , PLEASE DONT TWIST THE STORY AND SAID YOU ASKED FOR MY PERMISSION BEFORE YOU TOLD THE CLASS ABOUT ME , because heads up woman! you didnt ! STOP LYING TO YOURSELF , i have the whole class to back me up . so yeah .

& thankyou everyone for sticking by my side whether your close to me or not .
you guys are really hell of a awesum people :) & i am lucky to have you all as friends <3
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Wednesday, March 24, 2010 @ 9:16 PM
somewhere over the rainbows , you'd fine you&me together.
:O
izzat are you guys fighting ?
sorry i like butting in stuff ;) you'd understand rite , brother ^^.

anyways nites :D
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@ 6:22 PM
tears still stain my cheeks.
ร้องไห้อยู่ ><..
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@ 12:22 PM
all you have to do is tell me the truth ; even if the truth hurts.
i didnt go to school .
i injured my knee bad :\ must have been from running rounds at the carpark & straining my knee to much :O

haih.
my knee is so screwed :\

anyways . i am bored :(
thre's nothing to do at home D:
&
i probably watched every dvd in my house already -.-
:(
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Tuesday, March 23, 2010 @ 9:05 PM
we can still be friends cant we ? we cant just let that ruin us , can it ?
I NEED TO TALK TO MY JIEJIE , i need her WISDOM-NESSSSS :(
jasleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen D:
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@ 8:13 PM
could you help me out here ?
bored & tired .
screwed up & pissed off.

haih . today was okay okay la .
delagates from srinakharinwirot uni came , missed their performance .
moey so lucky can ponteng D:

had p.e blablabla . after school training.
super tired and sleepy & my knee hurts TT.
& crap MSSD is next week :\
screwwwed larr ._.
oh oh & nikita is coming back to srikl next year ;) YEAAAAH .

mr.ching finally cracked today . thanks to kevin :O
kevin kept talking & all of sudden mr.ching threw the THICK STEP AHEAD BOOK at kevin's head . he also kicked chunee's table and everything scattered every whre :O
& he started scolding . HE FINALLY LOST HIS PATIENCE ._.

oh & mdm.foo , keep on fighting ! never give up on anything , always keep a positive attitude even if you know thats nothing gonna be alright !
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Monday, March 22, 2010 @ 11:25 PM
have a dick and tell the truth la ; it wont be the end of the world for anyone.
NITES
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@ 8:36 PM
im married to LEETEUK ♥
I AM MARRIED TO LEETEUK
my fallen angel forever&always :)

lalalalala~


did i mention i lost my voice ? :)
I DID! :D . i can barely talk but i still managed to scrrrreeeeeaaaam about suju today at school
but then i completely lost my voice after lunch D:
& my nose is running TT








MY HUBBIE
SARANGHEYO ! ;)
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@ 5:01 PM
MahLiXian.
HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY ONCE AGAIN , LI XIAN :D.
i hope you have a great great one . you've been a great friend for the past few years .
even if we got to disagreements sometimes , but heh , that didnt get in our way & we're still friends , to be honest , even if we're nt really that tight but you've still been a great great great & nice friend to me :)
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Sunday, March 21, 2010 @ 3:41 PM
leeteuk darling ♥ superjunior .
ohmyabsolutefckinggosh :D
superjunior concert ended last night !
IT WAS DA BOMB! you'd regret not going ! :)
awesum awesum awesum .
it felt like a fairytale , a dream come true

I SAW RYEOWOOK UPFRONT :) he has such smooth skin . aha .
anyways . opening act was by thomasjack & random malay guy :O
michael jackson wannabe -.-
sorry larr! but its true . & he looked weird . his hair all over his face .
& JACK SO CUTE :)

SUJU's OPENING WAS AWESUM!
RYEOWOOK WAS STANDING RIGHT AT OUR SITTING AREA :)
OHEMGEEEEEEEEE :)
one word hot ! :)

blablabla .
my hubbie , leeteuk , cried
& i cried with him . OHMYGOD . he looooooks so darn hot . smexii fallen angel
& oh my god . SIWON's ULTRA SUPER SMEXII ABS . he stripped a lil' of his shirt ! *screeeeeeeams*
so mesmerizing ♥♥♥
everything felt like a dream & OHMYGOD .
siwon threw his towel &&&& FUCK , i caught it :DDD but bloody hell bitch sitting infront of snatched & the girl infront of her got it . I WAS SO GONNA TEAR THEM APART -.-
D: wtf man , YOUR MOTHER TEACH YOU HOW TO STEAL ISIT ???? -.-
i was so pissed TT..
& i cried D: IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE MINE MINE MINE MINE MINE & MINE !!!!!

bt then we screwed the girl sitting infront of us so badly .
._.
though i didnt get back WHAT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE MINE!
& oh bitch who stole what was supposed to be mine, if you ever come across my blog I HOPE YOU BURN! you THIEFFFF >:( GRRRRRR .

but WTF :) screw her . my night was still awesum .
oh& i lost my voice :O
&shindong is super cute so is yesung ;) & i think sungmin is ULTIMATELY SEXAY .
bt noone beats my teukie ♥♥♥
I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER DARLING , even if your already 28 ! & you have to enter the army soon TT ..
after concert , all of us thirst for water .

slept over at jaslyn's house with celine . it was fun , all we talked about was THEM :)
FAIRYTALE.
I MY LIFE :) .
but now after suju's over , thres really not much to look forward to ._.
but ohwell :) OH & THEY're GONNA HAVE THE FOURTH ALBUM.
~
ohgod .
though life would be complete if 2PM came
even with their contreversy , i still them , especially khunnie :)

anyways , at 2am , got a lil' hungry so had maggi with celine and jaslyn ,
drank a lil' with celine ,
drinking a lil' still had effect on my throat , woke up in the morning completely knocked up, cos of tiredness & watching too much smexxi people all at once, with no voice :D . but oh well , another reason for me nt to go to school tommoro :D

after celine went home at around 9.30-ish , went to get breakfast with jaslyn , her mom & john .
>:( he so mean , he was like , GOOD LARR YOU NO VOICE , finally some peace&quiet :O

went home , showered & went out with mum , I AM SO TIRED . i wanted to continue sleeping at home but she was like no need lar -.-
AIYOO . & might be going pyramid later again .
D: i am so tired & screw this , i havent started a single page of my homework yet .
:D bt who cares , i saw my superjunior's adi :)

anyways , i thinking imma ciaos now ,
gonna get some sleep ♥

byebye leeteuk darling , I LOVE YOU & have a safe trip back to korea .♥

oh&did i mention 75% of fans are AHEM AHEM :D
aha.
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Saturday, March 20, 2010 @ 10:15 AM
hollow in the inside .
EVERSINCE .

im bored&i feel random :)
&&&
i am counting the hours down .

do you need me to tell you ?! arghhhh.
FRAUSTRATION is SOMETHING!
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Friday, March 19, 2010 @ 10:49 PM
they strike a pose .
they strike a pose for you&me to see.

promises were meant to be kept when they were made .
they do mean something if you keep them but if you dont , promises just becomes words with no meaning in them , and so would you ; meaningless & empty .
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@ 8:56 PM
รักข้างเดียว ; it hurts , but i am still breathing , so it aint that bad & i guess i can still leave it this way.


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@ 6:04 PM
i try to heal , but i just cant , i know the pathway to recovery is only be accepting the fact that your gone.
SUPERJUNIOR IS TOMORROW :)
so excited !

lalalala~

had training today .
train train train .
talked to hueyching&rachel a lil'

after training . went to yumcha at some random restaurant near AC.
everyone went except for crystal and eli , i think :)
walked back , stopped at 7 eleven before heading back to school .

called mummy , & waited at the porch with munkah .
IZZAT WAS THRE TOO :) aha.
UMBRELLA , rite ? :) aha
she got stood up!


wanted to go 100yen with izzat&munkah but was afraid mum would reach school first :O
dropped munkah at her place , went to summit , dropped some stuff at the shop .
headed home , showered and went out with mummy .

might go out for dinner later ?
aite . NEED TO GET MY BATH :)
lalalala~
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Thursday, March 18, 2010 @ 9:10 PM
i still smile ♥
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@ 8:27 PM
i am feeling very uncreative ;) ♥

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@ 5:32 PM
reminisce the good& the bad memories , never forget or bury them ♥
LIFE AFTER DEATH
SUPERJUNIOR IS COMING :DDDD
concert's in TWO DAYS :) and i am fcuking excited ;)
lalala~
LEETEUK , i am waiting for you ♥♥♥
anyways , today was boring .
FOLLOWED MUM TO WORK ._.
~
i want a hug ! :)
randomrandomrandom .
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@ 10:30 AM
lost forgotten and inconsesually gone.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KWAN YIN LING!
have an awesome super sweet-16.
YOU've been a nice friend , a wonderful teamate .
& we both ENJOY DOING EPIC FAIL JUMPSHOTS TOGETHER! :D

anyways , HOPE YOU HAVE A BLAST :)
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Wednesday, March 17, 2010 @ 8:44 PM
stairways to heaven ; i'll be waiting ♥
THOMAS HOOI KOK PAN , you ARE AWESUMMMM!!
LIKE SUPER AWESUM ;) you are no longer the faggot i used to think you were .
YOU ROCK THE PIANO SO MUCH :)

he played wedding dress & haru haru today at derrick's SO AWESUMMMMM!
;) thomas is going to be patrixia's and my pianist on our wedding day :)

i am still stunned ;D you memorized HARU HARU :) !

anyways , went to derrick's today , for his birthday with a people.
was kinda fun ;) and everything was super hilarious :)
LALALA~
lazy to blog about it ;)
but i didnt manage to go to pyramid with p.na and melissa :O
SORRY! :(

LALALA~ i am hungry :(
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Tuesday, March 16, 2010 @ 7:24 PM
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JIEJIE ♥SARANGHEY :)
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JASLYN CHAN :D
SORRY FOR POSTING THIS UP LATE .

you are the nicest most friendliest most smartest friend ever ;) oh & your like a sister to me ;)
&&you've always been beside me ;) knowing most of my secrets . i can talk to you about anything , from problems to crushes to the heartbreakers , to studies AND SO MANY MORE ;D
your SUPERGIRL & you know it !
i've been to your house plenty of times ;) & we're almost like FAMILY :D even if i am not in the same class anymore but we're still tight :D SO YEAH .
I LOVE YOU JIEJIE :) and hope you had the greatest birthday EVERR :)
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@ 9:47 AM
you and i , forever&always in my dream but never meant to be made reality.
TEEHEE~
woke up super super kinda early .
:) skipped training on purpose cos i forgot to tell mummy .
so yeah :b

YESTERDAY WAS AWESUM :D

~
went to pyramid with jane and seeai , oh& my cousin , ALEX whose in std3 .
:O my mum made me babysitt him .
but anyways he and jane are super alike . aha . they both enjoy COMICS or wtv shit you call it ;) OH YEAS , FINAL FANTASY & LEGO & etc
shopped a lil'
before jane and seeai came went to MNG .
for lunch went to shogun . walked walked walked .
went to cotton on AND GOT MY DRESS ;) oh and a skirt along with it ;D
oh went to skinfood too , got stuff(s).

I AM COMPLETELY BROKE RIGHT NOW :) teehee~
but anyways .
went to hueyching's house around 4.30-ish .
watched THE UN-INVITED , was supposed to be an extremely scary horror movie .
but in turned out to some stupid confusing movie which noone really understood :O
after the movie , went down to get dinner , had pizza ,
hueyching wanted to drink at first BUT THEN change of plans , cos of urm , somethingg lar ;)
so had champagne instead :b
& the wine jane bought dissapeared some whre :O
then blablabla , talked to hueyching's mum a little bit IN THAI :D
her mum is half mynmar-thai , SO COOL!

seeai went back after dinner , went upstairs later , cam-whored like hell , with hueyching , rachelchui and suanne . I HUEYCHING's GUITAR even if its a REALLY out of tune .
anyways , laughed and laughed like hell .
prank call a few people but all EPIC FAIL xD

OH . but i managed to prank derricktay , on the way to hueyching's house when he called jane :)

me derrick

hello , who is this , you trying to kao my sister is it ?
hah? who are you ?
i am jane's older sister , you trying to kao my sister is it ? dont you dare .
come near her or call her one more time & i will be calling the police !
nononono , i was just asking her to my party . serious !

&jane go spoil everything -.-
she go shout my name D:
and derrick found out ;b . he was like LALITHA YOU SCARED THE SHIT OUT OF ME !
:O
ohyeas , should i go to his party ? i dint even get his present yet . aiyooo D:

anyways went home with patrixia at around 10.
showered and crashed ;).
p.na called me damn early today .__. i guess thats why i woke up super super kinda early .
TT

lalala~
OH & hueyching , HOW IS XIAO LINGGG ?
:DD*inside thingg*
haha ;)

aite . im out ;)
wanna go have breakfast ;D

&HURRY UPLOAD THE PICS :)
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Sunday, March 14, 2010 @ 7:07 PM
my blog post title usually are just random nonsense which pop into my mind or somewhat apart of lyrics , please dont take it seriously :) thankyou
i am utterly bored . spent like the whole darn day at temple . came home at 6pm .
:O
blablabla .
nothing happened :(
boredom KEEEEEELS ;)
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@ 6:15 PM
what she wants is you .
OHMYGOD . SHE always talks about YOU , no i am NOT JEALOUS . its just the moment i step into the building , all SHE talks about is YOU YOU & YOU oh and sometimes about HIM . guy-obsessed ._. SHE talks about , its either SHE is pissed at YOU or SHE wants to text YOU but SHE doesnt wanna text YOU. I MEAN WTF IS THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN ? SHE wants to txt YOU but SHE doesnt want to -.- , mm-hmm , yeah WOW . or its SHE doesnt like YOUR attitude because YOU go clubbing or YOU smoke , which idk whether its true or not BUT its still about YOU , aint it now ? but i mean if SHE doesnt like it , WHY still talk about YOU ?! & i mean i still YOU the way YOU are , not more than how i should YOU that is (: OH & SHE says SHE is so gonna tell YOUR mum about it , ONE QUESTION , does SHE even know YOUR mum ?! just wondering . HMM . SHE tells me ALL HER darn problem the BOTH of you have , & i dont even thinks its problems :O since when you guys became so close ? D: its kinda getting ANNOYING to hear ABOUT THE BOTH OF YOU , sorry . i dont feel like a very good friend right now D: I AM SORRY but.. idk whether its a PROBLEM YOU even care about BUT SHE SURE DOES!
SHE says SHE doesnt like YOU but HM . either its OBSESSION or SHE has too much FREE TIME in HER HANDS so she thinks about YOU . which i wish i did not to think of YOU but cos i definately cant manage my life with ONLY 24HOURS . aaaanyways ;)
OH & SHE also says SHE feels like murdering YOU . WTF ?! a lil' violent , no ?

sorry for like , bitching like this , i am just utterly stress ;(
D: i have to LET OUT STUFF .
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Saturday, March 13, 2010 @ 1:14 PM
i feel happy when i see you . even if there's a glimpse of sadness piercing through my heart♥
SCREAM :D

single-y mingling ;)

TEEHEE~

I RANDOM NONSENSE !
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@ 9:44 AM
ON SALE !
i dont think JUSTIN BIEBER IS GAY!
he is kinda hot , minus his hasnt-reached-puberty voice .
LALALA~
:D

& F.CUZ is hot :)

woke up late today && missed training . wtf -.-
i guess cos i was talking to hueyching on the phone till like 11.30
:O

i have ntg to blog about since its still early ;)
going out with mummy later to get some stuff .
AND i cant believe we have training everyday of the week .__.

aiyo.
& YES AOXIANG , I HAVE SLEPT ON JASLYN's BED BEFORE , YA JEALOUS ?!!!!!

anyways , ciaos .
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Friday, March 12, 2010 @ 7:28 PM
ถ้าวันหนึ่ง ฉันเลิกกับเขา แล้วเราจามารักกันได้ไหม ?

i spent an amount of time to type my title out FYI :)


i am bored ;)
didnt go to school today .
i kinda regret not going though . but heck!

woke up early in the morning , mummy took me to the clinic to get my blood test .
haih . i hate it , though this time i wanted to cos i havent exactly done a health test before ,
all the blood tests i did before were either to find some random infection or etc .


anyways .
after that , went home picked up p.amy , and went to LimKokWing
now she decided to drop FashionDesigning & change GraphicDesigning :O

after that , went nearby school to grab lunch .
cant remember what happened next . but i remembered that i slept in the car cos i was damn tired ;O

blablabla .
reached home , continued sleeping .
came online right after i woke up ;D teehee~
then it started raining after an hour ._. so went offline cos mummy was like if lightning strike this time you wont have internet for a YEAR!!!!!!!

minus the EXCLAIMATIONS cos she wasnt exactly shouting ;)
WTF . so mean D:

i wonder if you can find vegetable shortening in cold storage :O

I AM BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED :)
&
I WANT TO CHOP MY CURLY LOCKS OF HAIR OFF D:
its getting kinda annoying and my hair is so dry :(
so i am planning to get it cut soon or maybe not , I AM SO CAUGHT IN BETWEEN! :O

& ohmygod , MR.NATHAN , i cant believe i am saying this but i shall miss your absence in srikl now that your retiring retired , even if i resented you a lil' last year cos you kept asking me to tuck in my p.e shirt properly but i never actually realised that you remind me so much of my dad , a perfectionist , and a disciplinarian . not to mention that the both of you used to go to the same SELANGOR GOLF CLUB to get drinks, dont ask me how i know this but yeah , i do .
anyways , the thought of having PN.LILY , as my PE teacher FOR LIFE , is horrible! D:
she's so urggghhh. anyways , thats just all i have to say to you , even if you probably wont get to read this , and i am sorry for not being at your retirement thingy the school had today , even if my presence matters or not .
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Thursday, March 11, 2010 @ 8:27 PM
daddy sometimes i wish you were here and not there ♥
haih . super tired today .
D:
my thighs hurt :) training is torcher .
so are joonhow and jiajie D:

SCHOOL WAS FUN !
senoja kept stroking my hair :O
TEEHEE~

after netball , went to mpsj just to train awhile ,
some stupid basturds kept talking to us , so in the end i just shouted I AM A LESBIAN LARR .
and all his friends laughed -.-
:) teehee~

anyways , after mpsj , mummy came .
after sending jaslyn to her house ,
fought had a talk with mum . wtf .
the argument started about sports!
wtf . she kept saying that i should stop cos of my knee but i mean if i DO stop sports i'd probably be lifeless TT
she keeps pressuring me like wth . so i was like mum , you had never understand me and you never will and she was like , what is there to understand?
and i said , yeah probably my life has nothing for you to understand . i started crying and i have no damn idea why i am even blogging about this .

anyways . screw it :) .
took my bath and skipped dinner . i am starving but i dont feel like eating . all i feel like is to freaking cry my ass off .
haih .
not going to school tomorrow , i feel lazy :D
and MR.NATHAN IS RETIRING TOMORROW . though it has ntg to do with
why i am even gonna absent myself ;O

& my mum is taking my maid for a health check-up .
I WANNA GO TOO :D .

teehee~ :D

OH & CONGRATS TO ALL SPM-ers IN THEIR RESULTS :)
saw steffi today during lunch . she looks , urm , different-ish :O
steffi calls her brother cb , so mean :b .

her spm results were okay lar , she kept saying the lembaga print out wrongly but
she said it was okay cos she was THE GREAT . :O
wtf :D
miss all the ex-form 5-ers larr ;)

aite , ciaos ;)
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Wednesday, March 10, 2010 @ 7:09 PM
can we still be friends ?
:O exhausted .

NEXT . HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAN YEE LYNN !
hope you have an awesum one ;)

had sports practice today . red's and yellow's went to ss15 .
was super sleepy cos i went to bed late last night ._. woke up late too :O
blablabla .
did passing baton*is this how you spell BATON ?! :)

mr.raymond taught us the right way :)! and he also told us not to listen to pn.lily , who thinks she knows everything when she doesnt even if she was in MAAU , if not mistaken and also MSSM .
mr.raymond's funny :D haha.
anyways . after sports practice ended , did baton passing till we reached school with jaslyn and hueyching . TORCHER .was super tiring cos i was the last runner and had to bend down to pick up the stupid baton every few seconds :b

had moral ,pn.suhada didnt come , did nothing . tried to sleep but joonhow and jiajie kept disturbing me :\
after that was geo . ntg happened , discussed the exam paper .
sejarah was super super super boring .
thankgod class ended early if not i'd probably be sleeping .

chinese was fun :D
me and celine just talked&talked& talked till the end of the class .

had english after lunch . mr.ching gave out the marks .
two words fucked up :(

i mean i did well , but i just hoped for a higher mark . TT
anyways . had KH .
yingshuang found 4 dead cockroaches in the cupboard :O
super gross .

had after-school training .
barely had energy left . but training wasnt that bad . started to rain after a while .
called mummy to pick me up . sat down on the porch . was talking to sheerin .
saw izzat . he crashed at the porched too . but didnt talk to him .

mummy came at 5.30
came home took my bathe and crashed onto my bed ;)
couldnt sleep though so decided to come online :b

i am at home alone :( well not exactly alone larr . with jiejie but still .
mummy went out with the maid . haihhh .
it feels weird :O
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Tuesday, March 9, 2010 @ 8:33 PM
stars belong up on the sky , fishes in the water & as for you only in my dream.
:O got back some results today .
uh-may-zing .
dont feel like talking about it ;( thats how fantastic my marks were :\
aih . i have training tommoro . not sure whether its after-school or not :O
i am probably gonna get screwed up real bad :(

had music classes today .
:) was fun .
and i miss playing the piano :(
AND AND AND , i want those WEDDING DRESS PIANO SCORE :D
mummy says i shouldnt continue playing the piano , cos i have too much on my hands already
though i dont think i barely have anything on my hands at all :O
but anyways ;)

& congrats to MSSD athlete winner's!

lunch was fun as always :)
oh yeas , BYEBYE , SO LONG , FAIRWELL , AU REVOIR
LOKE JOON HOW :) & LAW JIA JIE .
*this is like kinda early cos the both of you are like transfering only after the holidays BUT when can i say , I AM EXCITED :)
they're both transfering to IGSCE :DD oh and JOONHOW , you dont have to come back , you can just permenantly dissapear :D

english was a pain today . joonhow and jiajie kept disturbing me . cos they were like last week here , gotto disturb you first but we'll make peace on friday! wtf .
AND I OFFICIALLY HATE KEVINMOEY! D:
HE IS SO MEAAAAAAN . bloody basturrrd :) . & KEVIN I SHALL NEVER EVER FORGIVE YOU ANYMOREEEEEE!!!! :)

school was fine , anyways .

im out . did i mention my maid is kinda getting on me now ? :O
well she is . D:
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Monday, March 8, 2010 @ 12:21 PM
let us sing and dance in the rain and let the night end with your sweet kiss.
currently blogging from p.na's office ;)
going for my dental appointment later at 2 .
could have gone to school but decided not to :O
sorry! & i nevr FFK YOU ALL OKAY!

yesterday evening waited for iskandar to come to my house . he was supposed to tumpang me to mpsj . BUT HE FFK and nevr turned up .

so picked up jaslyn and went to mpsj around 5.30
reached at 5.40-ish .
waited for aoxiang . called him a babi over the phone .
was a lil' bit too loud and all the malayu's kept staring -.-
SORRY LARRRRR !
:) anyhoo . did some warming up . tried striding 400m with aoxiang but pancit like at the 300m D:
didnt really do much . did some drills and et cetera .
took jaslyn's and aoxiang's timing .
then ao xiang wanted to sprint with me .
was on the starting line and i kept laughing like hell , and he kept giving me the i am serious look :O
started sprinting after 30m rolled down and started laughing again cos aoxiang kept saying YEAAAAH I AM WINNING I AM WINNING!
when he was behind me-.-

later at around 7.30 , jaslyn's parents came . went to have dinner with the chan's
was damn hilarious , laughed and laughed like hell . we went to the steak out .
the freaking waiter was like miss , we have the chicken section and gave me the its pork-i-dont-think-you-can-eat-it-look! cos i was about to order porkchop -.-
wtf ordered porkchop anyways . and told jaslyn that i should put a sign on my head that says I EAT PORK!
jaslyn's brother was damn cute , he kept speaking cantonese to me :O
which i dont understand so i just nodded my head and said mm-hmm , and yvonne kept asking him to speak in mandrin .

went home at around 9.30 .
bathe and hit the sack . was damn tired :O

mummy woke me up at 9.00 got ready and
went to the one academy with jiejie . and came to p.na's office :)

might go have lunch later . and head to the dentist ;)
I AM CHANGIN' EM TO BLUE :)
cos of superjunior's concert ;D teehee~
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Sunday, March 7, 2010 @ 3:28 PM
shallow minds .
NOTHING IS HAPPENING THESE PAST FEW DAYS .
life so boring ;).

jane wants to go midvalley , anyone ?
:)
jiejie is out . she didnt take me along TT but i was at temple with mummy so yeah .

aite
.
might be going out later . so byes :)
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Friday, March 5, 2010 @ 10:25 PM
looking at you makes me smile even if i am not supposed to .
:D .
i cant sleep :(
BUT I AM SLEEPYYYYY!

aite aite aite .
i shall go to bed now :) byebye ♥

I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU JAY!
TEEHEE ;)
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@ 6:14 PM
contemporary dancing ♥
ohlala ~
exams ended today .
confirm die kao kao for sejarah TT
haih.
study study study &
still damn hard . BAAAAABI LARRR -.-


anyways . reached school early as usual .
went to the toilet with gohseeai to tie my hair . was damn sleepy and blur :bb
heh . after that went to beta , sat down talked talked talked to shinyee .
then jaslyn jiejie came :)
YOUR INVESTIGATION ENDED WITH A FAILURE JIEJIE!
teehee~
*inside thingg*

anyhoo .
went back to class .
had ICT exam first .
never touched the book . AT ALL! i dont even know whre i put the book :0 but the paper was quite easy though , but the subjective part was haaaard! .
after that , went for break . cant remember what happened :0
after break , walked up to class with munkah & senoja
seeai went for mssd . & CONGRATS GOHSEEAI! you did so awesum! :)

blablabla .
after school went to mc'dees then , AC then 7eleven .
training started at 2 .
very little people came .

went back with munkah .
jiejie , picked me up at 4.30 .
& MUMMY IS COMING BACK TODAY :D
yeaaah . i feel like going out :D

& i am utterly BORED right now .
i think i am probably going to go watch movies on my laptop and catch up on some sleep
:) since i have only been probably sleeping for 7 hours in the past 48hours .
thats very little sleep for a person who always pigs out and sleeps the whole day!
D:

haih . i have training tomorrow at MPSJ .
i am so lazy :D
I HAVE A BIG BUM BUM :) TEEHEE !
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Thursday, March 4, 2010 @ 5:18 PM
if two people who love each other let a single instant wedge itself between them, it grows ;it becomes a month, a year, a century; it becomes too late
WHOOOPIE :)
tommorow's the last day of exams .
i promised myself that i wouldnt come online today cos i need to study my sejarah but it didnt work and i came online anyways :)

anyways .
superjunior is on the 20th ! TEEHEE .
16days MORE :DDDD

& sejarah exam is tommorow and i am probably going to fail :0

EVERYTHING SO AWESUM! :) i like being random .
i have nothing to blog about at all D: today was boringggg .
:)
aites ,
ciaos .
wanna go eat && GO STUDY SEJARAH!
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Wednesday, March 3, 2010 @ 7:17 PM
what if i said that i still think of you all the time ?
relieved! science was today :D
hardcore-d study like mad the day before! today woke up at 2.30 to study .
but i think i fell asleep when i rested my head on the table a while . cos when i woke up it was already 4.30.
continued studying till 6am then got ready for school .
my eyes felt like popping out . &
welcome back eyebags ~ :(

haih . atleast exams are over this friday :)
D: gotto hardcore study sejarah .
i barely read the book . & i am probably only in pg17 right now .
idk . i dont remember considering that i read the book on sunday .
who wants to tutor me on sejarah ?! :D

anyways . school was normal as usual .
OH &&&&
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEEEEEPASHENI :)
& thanks for the awesum cake .
its so deeeelicious!

lunch was hilarious , randomly shouted i like watermelons
and then suddenly thought of meisi and our conversation
xD I AM SORRY! i really didnt know BUT BUT now i do ;)
oh , oh & rounder&browner , rofl :D .
after lunch had kh . pn.ten NAGS ALOT!
:D . revised a lil' science . mostly talked talked talked bt i still managed
to do some revision .

&
MINGJACK DOESNT LIKE ME LARRRRRR >:(
GRR .

aite . imma go now ;)
ciaos .
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Tuesday, March 2, 2010 @ 7:37 PM
IMMA LOUD LOUD PERSON!
I AM A LOUD PERSON :) .
VERY VERY LOUD :D .
teehee ~ i like being random ;)

oh had our geo exam today .
guess what ?! I AM GOING TO SHOOT SOMEONE SOON!
:D .
i hate hate hate hate hate HER . she freaking screwed everyones lives up! GRR.
as if she really taught us about the stoopid globe thing -.- haih .
anyhoo .
kh exam was after lunch . it was a breeze , i mean nt a total breeze but i had a remaining half an hour left .
so i sat down and day-dreamed .
missed guitar todayy . cos i got home late D:

2PM CONTREVERSY
you can skip this if your nt interested .

i cant believe that 2/5PM would do this . they've beeen lying to us all along , since day1 of their debut D:
I HATE taecyeon , junho , wooyoung , chansung &&&& JUNSU!
i cant believe they would do that to jay! its just so mean! ._.
i pity jay and khun who have to suffer in this .

& how can they sleep with such sluts ?! 5PM*i really mean 5* has become such a dissapointment to me TT
.__.

for more ;)
CLICK here .
you'd probably wanna smash 5PM up and scream at them too!

& KHUNNIE and JAY ♥ we'll always be here for you ;)
go debut somewhre else && go rub it in JYP's FACE FOR BEING SUCH AN ASS

ps . if your thinking about why US fans are so obsessive , we're not ,
we're just passionate people . like what ellie , seoulbeats says :)
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