sorry people . currently no tagboard :)

im AWESOME. you know it
just your ordinary 14-year old. you could clasify my life under ECCENTRIC. ive been thru alot. hurt&damaged
but never broken. lifes' never gotten easier , but im getting stronger. ive got friends whom are like family they live thru every
part of my life. hurt them and i'll hurt you , comprande? my lifes' simple yet complicated . love me or hate me , it aint so hard :)

daddy i miss you so much , now that you've been gone for 3 years alr , i cant still accept the fact that you're gone , its hard . its been three birthdays without you , i cry alot . i miss everything about you . its like when you're gone , everything about you and even not about you is gone too .
but i thankgod for giving me friends like senojawong , kohmunkah , gohseeai , leeyijane, atiqahainaa , batrisyia , jamunaa , eva , jaslynchan , chongshinyee , melanieoon and celinekoh but the list of friends does not stop here . people like these always have a way to cheer me up , make me have a will to go to school and stop being so sad , yes i still miss you , but with these people around everything is much easier . id like to believe that you're up in heaven watching me , and i will even if the buddhist's believe that when you die after a while you'd be reborned but who cares , its the way i wanna think . my birthday yesterday was the best , it made me feel tht these people actually care about me and i have no idea how to thank them . they've been thru ups and downs with me , cried when i cried , laughed when i laughed , angry when im angry . they've been thru so much with me that they became family to me .
all i want to say is you guys , THANKYOU for always being there beside me , and thankyou for everything you helped me with ;) ♥
ive never had friends as special and as great and as fantastic as you people at all :)
so you have no idea how i feel in the inside when you guys did what you did . back to top?